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@gothicc-chick I want to clarify that I'm not declining an offer to do a roleplay. Just tell me which fandoms you're a part of; however, from what I've seen in your books, it seems like our tastes are very different.

@gothicc-chick Hi. I'm sorry if this comes off as mean; I'm not trying to be, but things I say sometimes come off as mean due to my TBI. But, generally, when someone explicitly states that their roleplays are private in the title of the book, they don't want total strangers looking at said book. You seem like a nice person, but the thing is, it feels kind of like an invasion of privacy, if that makes any sense.
          Again, I'm sorry if I came off sounding like a bítch.

I love Emma Carstairs.
          And I love Emma and Julian Blackthorn.

Just lost another dog I care about.
          I'm doing fine. Definitely. Why wouldn't I be?

Someone roleplay with and talk to me. 

Someone be my friend.
          I just lost one of my best friends. Granted, the friendship was more toxic than the word itself, but...

I forgot just how badly losing a pet hurts. Smiles was suffering and euthanasia was the right call, but still, it hurts to have to have an animal put down nonetheless. Hell, it's been three years since I made the choice for Evie to be euthanized and I'm STILL missing her.
          How long does it take for a wound that deep to heal?

We just had my dog euthanized. So if I don't talk to you much or I just seem out of it, I'm sorry.

A year ago on the 19th, the doctors brought me out of my medically induced coma after I nearly died over seven times in the course of a little under a month. April 26th, 2019, I graduated rehab.
          You know, doing physical shít and other things after lying in a bed, going through Hell without realizing it because, well, you were in a coma, is just pure agony. But hey, I'm still alive. It was tough, but... I survived. I'm living proof that life is a fragile thing and you shouldn't take it for granted. Ever. I should be dead right now. But God spared me.
          Though the TBI is still hell.

Change of plans. Surgery is being rescheduled.