사랑 Aira.

Technically at school but will write something for my fanfiction and any other books then publish it later  ❤

@Koemizzx you're welcome, besides cant wait for you to get active on wattpad once more i really crave your masterpieces to be updated im left on cliffhangers

Need help asap! Okay I know I haven't been able to get active lately and I extremely apologise for that but I really can't ask anyone else for advice and I know wattpad is filled with artistic people. 
          
          I always doubt my work whether is a poem or not and it's difficult for me to say, in march 21 I'll be joining a poetry competition and I wrote two things (one is new and another is old but I added more lines.) 
          
          I don't know if it's bad or whether I should use more unique words (like other people when they're writing poems) and honestly I'm doubting if it's even a poetry. Here's one of the things I wrote. 
          
          "I continued to read till there was nothing to hear, I continued to give till there was nothing for me, I continued to wait till all my time was considered as a waste, I continued to sew till there was no thread to use, I continued to hold till my hands were bare cold, I continued to walk till my legs were frail, I continued to scream till there was nothing to bare yet all you see was the mistakes i continue to make.
           
          I continue on asking myself in the darkest nights itself, is it worth the pain or shall I continue to wait? 
          
          Wait until the goodness they say will come and wait till I finally hear myself saying "it's all a waste." "
          

Yayy ide be looking forward to the rest of your works that you would post. Your writings really present as a source of inspiration to a writer such as myself. And trust me being a fan of bloomover classics its hard to impress me but your work is really worth mentioning and will always be a hotspot for my bookshelf

— Told myself I'd write again, yet I couldn't bring myself to motivate myself again. I'm sorry, I really am. I was experiencing burns out, people recommended for me to come back when I was less feeling awful. 
          
          Quick update: I moved to Philippines to New Zealand last 24-25  in December, I'm currently in culture shock help but it's beautiful here, still trying to adjust though. I've been traveling these past few weeks and has explored nature, I've grown close to it for some time.
          
          I am currently experiencing tons of burnouts and lack of motivation but I'm getting quite well lately! Though I'm having a hard time dealing with my friend. 
          
          She's been quite self-centred towards me and I just want to put myself first for once, I told her that but she always finds way to make me look bad or maybe make me hate myself. 
          
          Good side is I found a person who's been kind enough to motivate me, he went down commenting on every of my works and it just warms my heart. Hahaha, I'm still trying to process the fact someone actually appreciates the things I write especially since well I'm not sure someone can ever be that way to my works. 
          
          I've found alot of ideas for my stories and will be working on it soon enough. 
          
          I've reached about 25(+?) Book ideas and I'll be working on it soon, though for now I'll take some rest until I start writing again soon enough hopefully! 
          

Gosh, I didn't realize how long I've been inactive for, I sincerely apologise. 
          
          Burnouts has been killing me, I had the lack of motivation to update or even write, also healths been kinda bad. 
          
          Good news though is that I'm finally back! I didn't wanna be inactive for 2 months soo yea, although I'm still really experiencing some lack of motivation I'm feeling much better! 
          
          I've come up with a great book I want to release and I'm about to work on it! Though for now I'll start by uploading new chapters.
          
          I'm sorry for really being inactive, hope everyone's doing alright though! How's everyone's Christmas/December doing? 
          
          Make sure to drink water, sleep at the right time, eat at the right time and take care! 

— Need to find ways to advertise your book or the things you write? I've discovered this book where you're allowed to advertise your books for free, without spamming people. 
          
          This is a much more efficient way if you're having a hard time, if interested here's the link: 
          
          Hope everyone's having a great day/night/afternoon! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/22836490?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Koemizzx&wp_originator=swrP39tEu%2FgylFty%2BunoB%2FpThlLWA8xaVFQQyy7IvSy0%2F8H2PpkRz29yOTf%2FdbzyWVJNwaH6tQmUDI0lPylUxl819dp418ol9FMievojjhXHpiAnUX5DMcMAW%2BJfeL4U

— "Clearly, fame isn't everything, isn't it Mr. Potter?" 
          Professor Snape says. 
          
          •It's the first day of class, the bright sun shining through the classrooms window while students around you continue to write the lecture and what Professor McGonagall discussed. 
          
          A day full of exhaustion yet atleast you've met some people. 
          
          - Sorry for not updating much, got super busy but here's a new chapter for the harry potter fanfic. Sorry if it's extremely boring but I'll try to make the other chapters interesting. 
          
          I'll update the "moon under the dark" book tomorrow since it's 10:44 pm right now, hope you guys are enjoying and taking care! 
          
          Sending love~! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1400076035?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Koemizzx&wp_originator=3SSJcw4wsXW%2Fpl7HjcpVlMyuIMcyjS2QdPNe1kjaVikUmwplnaLUXfubt5q3Km2UnF3OzdhDR%2B%2BOIVAI1xG3q5qIZJbeVk7kAPGE3QzhfQ8H1Yx7iizVTx5MzGa6uYa%2B
          
          
          

I'm supposed to write one book this November, it's more on a horror type but it's technically about a detective. November is ending and I haven't even worked on it. 
          
          I'll work on it like tomorrow, starting from the book cover ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ
          
          Who knew writing actually takes full commitment, I was supposed to do this for fun but I became more serious about it given by the fact I think it's something or an opportunity to show how I'm passionate about towards words. 
          
          

Heh, I apologize sincerely. I haven't been able to update for like almost 2 weeks but good news, I'm not dead. 
          
          I can never be dead since I have too many plots that are painful for y'all that you'd cry yourself to sleep every night thinking what could happen if it happend the other way. MWUAHAHSHAHSHSHSHB
          
          (Sorry way too dramatic even if I'm not even recognized yet) 
          
          Anyways, how has this week been treating y'all? 
          
          I'll try to update like write once I wake up later since it's 3:51 am rn but I can start writing some stuff for now >:D
          
          Anyways please recommend a new chapter for the moon under the dark aka my mental health book, if anyone of y'all have some topics you'd like to discuss. Tenk u and have a great day/afternoon/night to everyonezzzzzz, hope y'all are taking care of yourselves or else I'll exit y'all closets.
          
          (That's so creepy but yeah)