— Told myself I'd write again, yet I couldn't bring myself to motivate myself again. I'm sorry, I really am. I was experiencing burns out, people recommended for me to come back when I was less feeling awful.
Quick update: I moved to Philippines to New Zealand last 24-25 in December, I'm currently in culture shock help but it's beautiful here, still trying to adjust though. I've been traveling these past few weeks and has explored nature, I've grown close to it for some time.
I am currently experiencing tons of burnouts and lack of motivation but I'm getting quite well lately! Though I'm having a hard time dealing with my friend.
She's been quite self-centred towards me and I just want to put myself first for once, I told her that but she always finds way to make me look bad or maybe make me hate myself.
Good side is I found a person who's been kind enough to motivate me, he went down commenting on every of my works and it just warms my heart. Hahaha, I'm still trying to process the fact someone actually appreciates the things I write especially since well I'm not sure someone can ever be that way to my works.
I've found alot of ideas for my stories and will be working on it soon enough.
I've reached about 25(+?) Book ideas and I'll be working on it soon, though for now I'll take some rest until I start writing again soon enough hopefully!