i live a shitty life at home last year my eldest brother (Mat) died in a car crash and i ended up breaking my leg a couple weeks later my dad raped me (with protection if i got pregnant i would have seriously killed myself) and then my older brother tried to make me suck his d)ck so then i started crying and i told him to never even look at me again and then i got a restraining order and he later did something and then killed himself in jail in a toilet idk why but im happy about it a couple of months later i had to stay at my dads my shot me twice at around my arm area and leg then i had to geet a cast again :L then he died from cancer and i seriously dont care for what ever reason he did this im happy he went to hell (hopefully that is XDD) then i started dating i first dating a guy named mark he was sweet then he kinda got mean and became bitchy then i dated anthony he was a gay guy who was cool then i dated Liam he was super nice and sweet super hot as well then he tried to make me suck his d(ck so i broke up with him i also had a stepdad x2 i forgot to mention this after my dad died but anyway i got a super nice stepdad only wrong thing was that my new stepbrother Ryder walked around nude so i kinda had to hide in my room so Ryder doesn't talk about his peuis then one day we kinda bonded and we just talked nothing happened and im happy i just want a simple friendship with my stepbrother but he's cool so hmm then after my mom got my sister Miranah she died at birth due to glactosimia and i cried for litterely 4 months after all my pain i disappeared from the world and all my friends now im kinda feeling a lot better and also forgot to mention i got raped in italy by my cousin and i was also drugged  im not going to continue becuse there are many more sad envents that are to painful for me to talk about in public.