Trigger warning: Self harm, Suicide, Emotion, Abuse, Bullying, Eating disorders, Self hate. This is your warning.
Hi everyone. I would just like to say I will not be writing anymore, Well for at least now. I can’t do anything right anymore. I can’t feel anything anymore. I don’t know what to do. I started to cut myself a lot more and it’s helping to make me feel something but it doesn’t work so much. I just wanna feel something. I’ve been through so much and now I guess it’s just broke me. I just want to be beautiful and pretty and skinny, with a slim body and big tits. I can’t even eat without feeling bad or crying, or even just throwing it up. I’m being bullied badly at school, kids cutting my hair, Calling my names, beating me up and harming me. My mom is also being really abusive right now, she’s threatened to kill me multiple times, she’s slapped me a lot and has just thrown me around like a puppet. I’m just a puppet to everyone, I’m so useless. I just want to die, I want to jump and just die. I’m sorrry for venting but thank you for listening
