Reverie

After years of feeling lost in my own thoughts, I'm starting to see a glimmer of hope. Each day feels a bit brighter, a bit easier than before.
          
          I'm smiling more often now, finding joy in the little things I used to overlook. While it's not always smooth sailing, I'm learning to navigate the rough patches and hold on to the moments of brightness.
          
          It's a journey, and I know there will still be tough days ahead. But for the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm moving forward, one step at a time, toward a better place.
          
          Seeing how many people are still following me despite of not being active for the past few years made me feel seen somehow. I want to take a moment to express my heartfelt gratitude to each and every one of you. Your support and encouragement have been a guiding light on my journey, lifting me up during the darkest of times and celebrating with me during moments of triumph.
          
          Thank you for lending me your ears and your hearts, for allowing me to share my thoughts and stories with you. Your kindness and understanding have touched me in ways I can't fully express.
          
          Whether you've been with me from the beginning or joined along the way, please know that your presence in my life means the world to me. 
          
          Thank you for your support! I'll try to make better stories for you to take inspiration from❤️❤️

As you can see, I'm slowly getting back on track. I was inactive for almost 2 years and I came to the point where I'll totally give up on writing. I also lost access to this account for quite a while so it was really hard to get back to writing. Regardless, I am happy that I was able to retrieve the account and my sanity as well. Thank you for the people who showed support when I was still IvyOfSpade, and who will continue to support now that I go for a different pen name. Hoping for more stories to write and finally be able to write the same way I used to. 
          
          2 years is a long time. I'm pretty sure I've got a lot of stories to tell from the time that I was away.
          
          God bless you all, and keep safe!

Woi, welcome back, naksshhuuu!(┬┬﹏┬┬)

Kung dipa po lumabas  sa notif ko diko malalaman na ikaw po pala nagsulat ng pipiliin ka araw araw,,tagal ko po yung hinanap ehhh HAHAHAHAH

Hello there :D how are you? I hope everything is well and fine for you! XD I will be waiting for your updates :3 I enjoyed reading your works~ "The Guitar Strings" is really good! Anyway, do you have any social media where I can follow you? I have instagram and twitter :D

Hello po ate ikaw po ba yung nagsulat ng pipiliin ka sa aram araw?

Hello, good evening! I apologize for not updating for a couple of weeks. I just can't find time to write due to my busy schedule and the schoolworks I have on-hand. Probably after our graduation, I could regularly post new chapters just like the old days. I can't wait for this stressful nights to be f*cking over.

Hi, good evening. How are you? I hope you're all doing great.
          
          It's been a while since the last time I posted a message in my feed, and maybe some of you noticed that I've been inactive for a couple of months now.
          
          The last few months were really depressing for me that I almost gave up on everything, including my studies. Some people knew how many times I wanted to give up, especially on writing which I was passionate about. Some people knew how I cry myself to sleep, only to wake up being as broken as I already was. And it was hard to do it by myself because I couldn't reach out to those people that I badly wanted to talk to.
          
          I am sorry for not being able to reach your expectations as what you've pictured me as a person that inspires you.
          
          However, I want to thank you for reading my stories, for supporting me, for reaching out to me on my social media just to know how I was doing, and I've never been so overwhelmed. 
          
          Thank you for my co-writers, for being my shoulders to lean on, and for being the best friends I ever had. You're one of the things that motivates me to become who I wanted to become.  And seeing you grow as days go by, makes me the proudest fan you've ever had. I hope you won't stop on your journey until your last pen dries off. 
          
          This is my departure. IvyOfSpade is saying goodbye. I had fun and I will never forget how much I enjoyed being IvyOfSpade. 
          
          I will going to unpublish my works (except for Metanoia) to start anew. I also decided to change my username, and stop being a copycat of a Filipino band. I want to pursue this dream by starting as the better version of myself. And I want to write in passion, once again. 
          
          So this is how I say goodbye to my why's and what if's. This is how I end the broken fragments that had been torturing me for the past months; to start a new beginning.
          
          Thank you so much and I hope you'll still be with me in my new journey.
          
          IvyOfSpade, signing off.

Happy new year everyone!

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