Kokol<3

Woah…hi guys, crazy that ppl still use wattpad
          man it’s been so so so long, i genuinely can’t believe that ppl still read my rating bsd ships ^^
          it’s absolutely diabolical that they do lmao, i have such different opinions now (except kunizai, ill always adore them sm) since ive matured and got so much more into psychology, might re do it for fun who knows, im definitely still in the bsd fandom so im around !! (it has me in a chokehold, im trapped help) 

If anyone hasn’t seen my my chapter I published like 2 days ago, I’M BACK. Hopefully for a while but honestly school is getting harder so I’ll probably do short chapters once or twice a week if I really do try to update again. 
          The sole thing that gives me motivation now is comments, I just love reading them. Hope people haven’t forgotten about me, I’ve literally changed my user and pfp as well so I guess that doesn’t help.
          I’m really sorry for disappearing for like 8 months however good news is that I may be posting another chapter of ‘Is this reality?’ today or tomorrow. :)

I was so not expecting for my rating bsd ships book to do so well. it just hit 4k reads and wow. It doesn’t seem like that.
          
          Unrelated but I’m thinking of getting all the 23 bsd light novels + the 4 books of beast for my birthday and I don’t know if I should. It should cost around £255 if I did the math right. Should I?

Almost finished the second part of my Kunikidazai story 
          My guess is that it will be out tonight but it may not make a lot of sense at the moment so just be warned.

I’m sorry I’ve been gone for the past few days. I’ve been experiencing some inconveniences and school is worse than ever. As compensation, I posted 8 chapters to my rating bsd ships book.
          I finally got to 30 different ships rated on it so that’s really nice. My goal is to get to 99 ships (Idc whether it’s poly, non-poly or even a crack ship). 
          
          There are a few things I’d like to mention that are kinda important.
          
          -First of all, I will be putting my main project (Is this reality?) on hold for now. If all goes according to plan there should still be a chapter before the 20th of February but we all know that none of my plans actually go according to plan very often..
          
          -Second of all, I will try to update my rating bsd ships book everyday from now. Usually only 1 or 2 ships per day tho. I will probably run out of ships if I do that though so please give me requests of any ships you’d like to see.
          
          -Third of all, should I make a rating Genshin ships book after I finish my bsd one? 
          
          I’ll still be active on here obviously just a bit less because it really took a toll on my sleep schedule, staying up till 4am reading fanfics on a school night.

How tf am I already halfway done with chapter 2 of my kunikidazai fanfic?? 
          The first chapter came out like 2 hours ago like what?
          
          Anyway there’s actually so much dialogue in chapter 2 and a tired Kunikida. Nice .
          
          I predict that the chapter will be ready in time for next Monday. I can’t write anymore today.

HELL YEAH THE FIRST CHAPTER IS OUT! Finally and now I have to write the second.
          
          Tbh the name ‘is this reality?’ couldn’t be more true for me right now. How did I manage this? 

YOOOOOOOOOOO I finally started it! My motivation is still quite low but I started a ff after so long tho and I think that I just this once I should be proud of myself