Kookjazxx
I used to believe in dark romance.
The kind of love that was possessive, intense, even painful.
The kind that made you think, “He loves me too much — that’s why he gets angry.”
But that wasn’t love. That was control.
I used to mistake jealousy for care, silence for mystery, and pain for passion.
Until one day, I realized love shouldn’t hurt this much.
I was walking on eggshells, apologizing for things I didn’t do, I thought the boy live nextdoor to me was gentle and decent but he's a monster, I still get nightmares about those possessiveness, I'm totally traumatized by everything recently , I don't know how to deal with my nightmares. I just want to forget my trauma.
That’s not love.
That’s fear.
As a victim of the same “dark romance” so many girls romanticize.
But now I speak up because I don’t want anyone to confuse abuse with affection.
Real love doesn’t cage you — it lets you breathe.
Real love isn’t dark — it’s safe, gentle, and freeing.
If you’re reading this and it feels familiar, please remember —
you deserve peace, not pain. You deserve love, not survival. Just face the reality don't fantasize those dark things they are worse in real life.
peachjikook7
@Kookjazxx thank you so much, sweetheart ❤️your message means a lot to me. I’m really happy you’re enjoying Vigilante Sh!t. Updates are on the way, promise! Sending you love and light. And if you want another emotional ride, read Wildest Dreams — it has an amazing plot twist! ❤️
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Kookjazxx
@peachjikook7 hey sweetheart☺️, thanks for understanding.✨ I'm currently reading your book called vigilante sh!t I'm literally obsessed with it, pls update more and more.
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peachjikook7
@Kookjazxx This was so beautifully written and full of truth. I’m really sorry you had to go through that kind of pain, but I’m proud of you for recognizing what love truly is. You deserve safety, calm, and kindness... the kind of love that makes you breathe easier, not harder. Sending you warmth and peace as you continue to heal sweetheart ❤️
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