hmmm... where do i start.. i feel like this should have a chapter all on its own.. anyway.. if the space isn't enough i can always make one in my rant compilations..

so.. gonna be honest here guys.. this isn't my real name. you may perceive me as someone who created a pseudo name because i'm trying to create an outlet for all the amped up frustrations in life and i've always liked writing.. although if writing could give an opinion, it may disagree with me on that.. you'll see i'm not that great though i do think i have my moments.. but that's it, just moments.. wouldn't want to get hopes up.. 

now to the nitty gritty.. i am a person suffering from depression.. being knocked up and going through with the shot gun wedding will do that to you.. although on the bright side, i already left my husband.. don't worry, no love lost there.. happy to be separated.. so, currently i am 29yrs old, separated and aiming for an annulment soon.. employed but still looking for passion in work.. 

if you ask me why i didn't use my real name and account for this, it is because i always hate seeing someone rant about their lives on such public setting.. i don't do this for the attention nor do i want sympathy.. i just want an outlet, and for me, this is as good as it gets.. i don't even want to read patronising comments.. if you get angry with one of my entries then rant away.. can't tell you i'd care though.. 

something about me.. well, in person, i'm very quiet unless i know you.. i don't like lying and pretending.. i do have a son, though contrary to popular belief i am flat as a board.. not that, that's your business.. i try to be direct and transparent as i can be.. if there is one thing i pride myself into is that i believe i am a good listener, and a good friend.. i try to keep an open mind on things especially on things that are beyond me though i am only human and i slip.. i'm not perfect but then again who is.. 

and just a trivia.. KS is my real initials..

_KS