I know no one will see this and that’s probably fine, but I don’t have the confidence to say this to anyone face to face or privately or whatever..
I trusted two people in my entire life, I let them in at least a bit but more than I’ve ever let anyone in before. I’m not sure what I did wrong but one has been ignoring me for a week, and the other, said they’re tired of me. The only two people I can’t live without.
They’re gone.
Nothing has ever hurt this bad before, and I was already teetering off the edge.
This was my last push and I highly, highly doubt I’m going to live through the night.
So if I don’t,
Goodbye.