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“Just one ticket out of your heavy gaze
          I want one ticket off of your carousel
          I want one ticket out of your heavy gaze
          I want one ticket off of your carousel
          But you should know that I die slow
          Running through the halls of your haunted home
          And the toughest part is that we both know
          What happened to you
          Why you're out on your own
          Merry Christmas, please don't call
          Merry Christmas, I'm not yours at all
          Merry Christmas, please don't call me
          Please don't call me
          Please don't call me
          Please don't call me”
          -The Bleachers 

I just turned seventeen and I think the world revolves around me 

„Goodbye Michelle my precious one
          You gave me love and helped me find the sun
          Every time that I was down
          You would always come around
          Get my feet back on the ground
          Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
          When all the birds are singing in the sky
          Now that the spring is in the air
          With the flowers everywhere
          Wish that we could both be there
          We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
          But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
          We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
          But the stars we could reach were just starfish on the beach”
          -Black Box Recorder 
          

„You were a child crawling on your knees toward it
          Making momma so proud but your voice was too loud
          We liked to watch you laughing
          You picked the insects off plants, no time to think of consequences
          Control yourself, take only what you need from it
          A family of trees wanting to be haunted
          Control yourself, take only what you need from it
          A family of trees wanting to be haunted”
          -MGMT

„Wearing a ring, but ain't gon' be no "Mrs"
          Bought matching diamonds for six of my bitches
          I'd rather spoil all my friends with my riches
          Think retail therapy my new addiction
          Whoever said money can't solve your problems
          Must not have had enough money to solve 'em
          They say, "Which one?", I say, "Nah, I want all of 'em"
          Happiness is the same price as red-bottoms
          My smile is beamin' (yeah), my skin is gleamin' (is gleamin')
          The way it shine, I know you've seen it (you've seen it)
          I bought a crib just for (just for) the closet (closet)
          Both his and hers, I want it, I got it, yeah
          I want it, I got it, I want it, I got it
          I want it, I got it, I want it, I got it (baby)
          You like my hair? Gee, thanks, just bought it (oh yeah)
          I see it, I like it, I want it, I got it (yep)”
          -Ariana Grande

„Travelin' with some stuff I left when I was a kid
          Mr. Bear and the wooden box I hid
          Full of broken gadgets that mean nothin' now
          The only thing I'll keep are the letters and the photographs
          In two days it's my birthday and I'll be 33
          That doesn't really matter next to eternity
          But I like a double number, and I like an odd one too
          And everything I see from now on will be somethin' new
          "I'm afraid of getting older, " that's what I've learned to say
          Society has given me the words to think that way
          The message spirals, "Don't get saggy, don't get grey"
          But the soft and lovely silvers are now fallin' on my shoulder
          My mother and my grandma, my great-grandmother too
          Wrinkle like the river, sweeten like the dew
          And as silver as the rainbow scales that shimmer purple blue
          How can beauty that is livin' be anything but true?
          So let gravity be my sculptor, let the wind do my hair
          Let me dance in front of people without a care
          Let me be naked alone with nobody there
          With mismatched socks and shoes and stuff stuffed in my underwear
          Incomprehensible, let me be
          Incomprehensible, let me be
          Incomprehensible, let me be”
          -Adrienne Lenker 
          

„I wanna dedicate it
          (Pop, pop, shoo wop) everybody made it
          (Shoobie, doobie, do wop) infiltrate it
          (Pop, pop, shoo wop) activate it
          New York, London, Paris, Munich
          Everybody talk about pop music
          Talk about pop music
          Talk about pop music
          Pop, pop, pop music
          Pop, pop, pop music”
          -M/Robin Scott

„In the PM, all the pretty girls
          They have a couple drinks, all the pretty girls
          So now, they wanna kiss all the pretty girls
          They got to have a taste of a pretty girl
          And then, there I am all the pretty girls
          Act like it nevеr happened in another world
          Yеah, it's a blessing and it's a curse
          So keep on pretending pretty girl
          All the pretty girls”
          -Reneé Rapp

„I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
          Life is a maze and love is a riddle
          I don't know where to go
          Can't do it alone
          I've tried and I don't know why
          I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
          I'm so scared but I don't show it
          I can't figure it out
          It's bringing me down
          I know, I've got to let it go
          And just enjoy the show”
          -Lenka

„One last kiss
          I love you like an alcoholic
          One last kiss
          I love you like a statuette
          One last kiss
          I need you like I need a broken leg
          I was getting off the late shift attempting to recover
          Crumpled up the bus pass, tossed it into the gutter
          Some handsome dark stranger, you were standing there on the corner
          You had those compelling magnetized eyes
          You must have lost when you got older
          Seven blocks in, my fingers brushed your hand
          I blushed and you laughed, but you seemed a little sad
          I ain't one to jump a ship, but I absolutely knew
          I was six steps in when I fell into you
          One last kiss
          I love you like a broken pot
          One last kiss
          I love you like a pack of dogs
          One last kiss
          I need you like I need a gaping head wound
          One last kiss
          I love you like an alcoholic
          One last kiss
          I love you like a negligee
          One last kiss
          I need you like I need a broken leg”
          - The taxpayers