ive been offline for a very long time now im gonna start uploading my suicidal thoughts on here even if nobody sees it it makes me feel better and actually wanna live a little..i haven't been to school in a few days probably 2-3 weeks i have no idea what were doing in school anyways i dont care anymore im probably gonna go be some fucking drop out.. i might go to a doctor ive been having some pretty violent thoughts not to mention the only person i really trust now is my friend jazz everyone else turned on me all of a sudden ive been thinking that if i dissapeared it would make everyone else happier..so i changed schools kept a low profile ..haven't been out in weeks i didn't shower im over eating not doing school work all i do is lay in my fucking bed now my mother took my phone because of my school work im failing every single class .. i hate this so much i just wanted to go to school make some friends and be happy and ofc my dumbass had to go and fuck everything up like always i should have stayed mute. how are u??@Jazz1eDazz1e