I'm sorry I'm not active. Life fell apart and I'm trying to pick it back up. But I have to let ppl down and leave them behind and it sucks but I don't have a choice. I'm keeping my promise to always protect you. I have to do this to protect you. It's the last thing I can do for you in person. You might see me in person once or twice before I leave. I'm so very sorry, I wish it could be different. If you had a different family it would be better. I'm doing these things to protect those I love in Arizona, so I'm leaving. If it works out, you'll know why and I'll be able to keep in touch with you.