Once again, pinagalitan nanaman ako ng nanay ko. Its because of a phone. I often use them kase. My grades are lower as what i'm expecting. Usually kase, gumagamit ako ng phone pag walang assignment and etc. My mom doesn't understands me. I usually ask my self. Lagi na lang ba ang mali ko ang napapansin nya? Kase sa totoo lang. I'm suffocated. I don't where i'm happy at. And yes, my life is like Isabelle in Something Spectacular. Inaasahan nila na mataas ang grade ko last semester. But I didn't. Di ko deserve ang gusto nila. Di ako kasing talino ng kapatid ko. And guess what, she is always comparing me with my brother. And I hate it. Badly. I'm crying while writing this. I want to end my life right now. Do I deserve to be their daughter? I guess not. Sa mga katulad ko na mataas ang expection ng magulang nila sa kanilang anak. Just find yourself through a happy path. If you want, read april_avery's book. Something Spectacular. Isabelle's life? Kagaya lang ng akin.