Darkest_missery

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                                  HATER
          
          Is it possible to love a person while hating him? why do I feel anxious everytime he's near me? why do I have this feeling that I want to punch him in the face while taking care of his wounds? 
          
          am I going crazy? why...why him? 
          
          I don't like his attitude
          I hate the way he act
          I hate the way he talks back at me
          I hate him
          I hate everything about him 
          
          
          but the crazy part is.....
          
          
          I love the person I hate the most.