Krissy

Having a past ED makes dieting worse than it should be. 

You guys I am okay, I promise  I had surgery so I've been down for a week. 

PSA: DO NOT DRINK Rumple Minze!!! 
          
          shit goes down smooth but it's also 100 proof and I got drunk so quick.. I can't remember half the night and I lost my Eddie ring I got at CVS! 
          
          FUCK!
          

So.. I had a SH relapse. Wasn't bad but I'm not going to sit and justify what I did just because it wasn't bad. 
          A scratch is a scratch. 
          Still self inflicted. 

I bought a lighter today, it's purple. 
          
          I don't smoke. Someone tell me no. 

Letting my followers and fellow readers of my stories know... I'm on a new weightloss pill that makes me feel like I just did a line of coke!!!! So if writing gets weird and emotional it's bc... I feel high as shit. 
          
          Im good though I'll up date if I lost weight. Starting weight at 222lb!!! Let me get back to prepregnancy weight which was 165lb. Love yall.