I've been having a rough few days and I feel like my laptop is the only thing that understands me. A typical day, I get mocked for my appearance, my behaviour and my interests. I've also had a major fight at school which the opponent who was my bestfriend started. She is quite popular while me being an antisocial, studyholic teen. I'm a straight A student but even I don't know what to do now. I seriously have no friends who are girls anymore, the only friends I have are boys who I wouldn't really call my best friends since we only hang out in class not at social times and the only guys who talk to me occasionally at break are older or gay. It feels so weird to be excluded from friend groups, to stand alone at break, to not have a partner for P.E and to face embarrassment for not being chosen as a partner when teachers give out peer assignments not to mention all the horrible insults I get every day just because I'm different to other girls and I don't starve myself to be underweight like them or have plastic surgery makeovers or engage in activities like drinking and fights. Sorry for ranting but I just felt like putting that out there since It's been haunting my mind and just makes me feel sick.
