And Kristi, I'm a lot like you. I do also keep everything inside because I know people's problems are worse than mine ever were. I don't feel bad for myself, and I don't want other people to feel bad for me ever. Natasha? Well she made a joke about something that secretly bothered me. She was talking to me about something and said " I honestly don't know what's wrong with people, maybe they need to spend a week in a mental hospital." Then laughed. I don't know what it is, but am I stupid for saying that bothered me? That's not important. But look. Please talk to me! I'm here to listen to all your problems. It's the kind of person I am. I miss you a lot. And oh. I kindve overheard you talking to Britt the other day. You an Christian should honestly date, without caring what manwhore or Shannon think. Kaiden messed up and you don't need him to tell you what you can and cannot do. Don't let him mess up something great for you. And I know him and Christian are friends, but it's Kaiden's fault he let something so great go. I just want you and Christian both to be happy and Kaiden should want the same thing. And personally, I shouldn't say this, but Shannon said that she hates Christian a lot so I don't think it would bother her.