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... I miss you..I wish it was all a disgusting dream..I want you back, I can't stand it anymore not to read your funny and crazy messages..which fix me every day..I can't stand that you're not here, that there is no person like you to support me and listen to me..there is no such person, I'm sure..as much as I look for such a person..I always come across only you..I feel disgusting, I don't know what it happens, I just want to get out of here..I want to fucking forget you..but I can't, every time I smile..I realize I can't laugh..because there's no person I love endlessly..let someone tell me that This is a dream, because I want it every day ... but nothing changes ... does it have to be like this? Can't we be happy..you and I..best friends..do I ask a lot?
I want to wake up from this dream ... please