Krystal_ima

What does it mean when you feel nothing? where every new day feels like another hellhole you just have to pass through? no spark, no joy, no excitement, as if nothing makes you feel anything, it just feels hollow where you want to just sit alone in silence and stare at yourself and just wonder... why? 
          	I feel nothing, even the sadness has gone now, no anger, no envy, no motivation to do something, nothing feels important, everything just feels... empty?
          	
          	What phase of life is this?
          	
          	I once wrote of eyes that were cold and empty, lifeless like mirrors reflecting a void. 
          	
          	Now, when I look at my own and finally understand. 
          	
          	That hollow stare, that haunting vacancy...it’s me. 
          	
          	
          	And it doesn't even terrify me.

XxFaylinexX

@Krystal_ima  That sounds very serious. I think that's a good idea!
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Krystal_ima

@XxFaylinexX i was thinking the same, I just have sudden breakdowns too, going to school counselor tomorrow maybe
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XxFaylinexX

@Krystal_ima  Hey, in all seriousness, I believe these are symptoms of depression. If you struggle with this (and a lot of people do this time of year due to the lack of sunlight) it might be wise to consult a therapist. In my experience, that can help a lot with figuring out why exactly you feel this way, and how you can arm yourself against it, so that you can pull yourself through this one and any ones that might follow. Take care dear <3
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Krystal_ima

What does it mean when you feel nothing? where every new day feels like another hellhole you just have to pass through? no spark, no joy, no excitement, as if nothing makes you feel anything, it just feels hollow where you want to just sit alone in silence and stare at yourself and just wonder... why? 
          I feel nothing, even the sadness has gone now, no anger, no envy, no motivation to do something, nothing feels important, everything just feels... empty?
          
          What phase of life is this?
          
          I once wrote of eyes that were cold and empty, lifeless like mirrors reflecting a void. 
          
          Now, when I look at my own and finally understand. 
          
          That hollow stare, that haunting vacancy...it’s me. 
          
          
          And it doesn't even terrify me.

XxFaylinexX

@Krystal_ima  That sounds very serious. I think that's a good idea!
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Krystal_ima

@XxFaylinexX i was thinking the same, I just have sudden breakdowns too, going to school counselor tomorrow maybe
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XxFaylinexX

@Krystal_ima  Hey, in all seriousness, I believe these are symptoms of depression. If you struggle with this (and a lot of people do this time of year due to the lack of sunlight) it might be wise to consult a therapist. In my experience, that can help a lot with figuring out why exactly you feel this way, and how you can arm yourself against it, so that you can pull yourself through this one and any ones that might follow. Take care dear <3
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XxFaylinexX

Thank you for voting on my new chapter <3

XxFaylinexX

@Krystal_ima  That's so valid! All my chapters are very long, as they all need to cover some major plot points before I can move on to the next character/chapter, so that's why they all take a couple months to write. But right now, it's just three more chapters and the epilogue left, so we're nearing the end ^^
            
            Good luck with studying and with the exams themselves!
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Krystal_ima

@XxFaylinexX awww anything for you ^^ i was about to read it too but then i saw it's a long chapter and i have my exams starting day after tomorrow
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Krystal_ima

Happy new years guys, may this year be everyone's best year, entering 2025 with new resolutions and one that I can soon hit 5k on my book Insanity within january (Ik that's next to impossible) but having a goal is still better than nothing, till then 
          
          Love, 
          Reina <3

Krystal_ima

@Elainthevalley you too grandma <3
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Elainthevalley

@Krystal_ima happy new year kiddo<3
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