@Ku_ku_25_ Everything is chaotic right now. The renovation work isn’t finished, leaving my house in disarray, which is exhausting to deal with alone. On top of that, my neighbor had a fight with his brother, and it escalated to the point where one of them grabbed a large piece of wood and the other a stone. I felt a panic attack coming on, so I shut all the doors, covered my ears, and tried to sleep, fighting back tears.My aunt called, scolding me for not standing up for myself against my father. She thinks I should confront him and come stay with her, but I can’t bring myself to do that. I’ve never been against my father; I just don’t talk to him much these days. While I know he has his flaws, I also recognize he’s alone. My brother hates him more than I do, and with my mom not around and my grandparents in Mumbai for my grandmother's eye operation, I feel trapped. I understand why my aunt feels the way she does, but I just can’t abandon him, even if he doesn’t deserve my loyalty.
