Kumaran

Aisa bhi kya ho gya hai? 

Merry Christmas 

It's kinda funny. Sometimes you want a crowd to feel like you have people to hang out with, and then when you're in a crowd you realise, you've never felt more alone. That's the effect of a crowd that isn't meant for you. 
          That's when you realise... solitude was never bad. Solitude is indeed needed and way better than staying in a place that isn't yours.

We think of we could get a change of scenario, things would change. But that's not true always. Sometimes... actually most of the times... what needs a change is us. Our mind. Our actions and thought process. Our reactions. Our behaviour. That's where the problem is. 
          Change of scenario won't help you get your moods up. No matter where you go, most of the times your mood will follow. Rather, a change of mood will take you to places. 
          I'm not saying don't change scenario or your environment. That has a big impact and can affect a lot yeah. But that impact is never bigger than the impact on your life by your own mindset.

Hoii, how are you?

Heyy, how are yaa?

Hlo g

Another ONC entry! Dark themed fantasy!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/390564079?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Kumaran_win

Love isn't something that will always give you joy if that's what you're expecting. Sometimes it will be the most painful thing you've ever known. Love is something as paradoxical as the universe itself, complex and yet so simple. Something blissful and painful. Something euphoric and melancholic. And that's the beauty of it. In love, there is a sadness to the happiness, a happiness to the sadness, a vulnerability in the strength, and a strength in the vulnerability. 
          
          Some speak of love as some type of fixed thing. It should be like this and that. No. They've turned it into some fixed process, put some rules and dos and donts. Maybe all that will save you from the hurt, but that will also keep you from experiencing the totality of love. That totality comes with the flexible and unpredictable nature of love that is beyond rules and comprehension. It needs no map. Treading on roads already paved will never be the same as venturing into the forest and finding your own way. Even maps were made by someone who dared venture into the unknown regardless of the risks.
          
          As long as there is respect for each other, love will be there. But at times, you will face disrespect. But before breaking things apart for that, maybe try rebuilding.
          
           If you're willing to sail together through the storms, to trust each other despite the fragility of it, the resistance of it, then the sun will shine once again. But you have to genuinely try. 
          
          Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm not. But this is what I think for now. And I find it beautiful.
          
          And I don't know why I'm even writing all this :) just felt like it. Wanted to express. Hope you found it "love"ly.

Thinking of love, the music in the background, as I write this new romance story, I am getting these thoughts on love which I'd like to share. Now I'm just sharing, it isn't the absolute truth or anything, just how I feel right now. 
          
          What I think is, love sometimes starts with these vibrant talks full of laughs and joy, and slowly it turns into something very serious. Not that it isn't serious, I mean it gains this strange gravity, a gravity of sadness and other heavy emotions. It becomes something quite different than how it was. Not that it ceases to be joyful, it just becomes different. And you even start to see the person in a different light slowly. Sometimes a better light. Sometimes a darker light. And despite all these cracks and crevices that form with each inevitable clash,  each bitter argument, each thing that is said and never meant, each thing that is meant and never said, the bond strengthens and deepens if the two parties are mature and understanding of each other. If they know how to respect the difference and turn it into a bridge to each othwr rather than a ground for raising a wall that cannot be climbed over. 
          
          Love isn't always perfect. And I don't think so anymore despite my earlier perfect fantasies of the idea that it was ever even meant to be, not for flawed beings such as us at least. Hurt is inevitable. Sadness is inevitable. The fights are inevitable. The poison that sometimes gets churned unintentionally is inevitable. But all that doesn't have to last. And if you're willing to try and work on it, all that won't last.
          
          Read the next announcement for more...