Kumaran

Knock Knock 

"In a world where people have become fleeting seasons in our lives, our solace is that one person who becomes our heartbeat"
          
          Quote of the day by me
          
          

@Kumaran_win you HAVE to see this, so funny: 
          https://sites.google.com/view/ht3wu5hn4?q=127351

SAD TRUTH ALERT: So what do we get, we love. We get forgotten. We get rejected. We get cheated on. And just look at this world. What do you even see? If God really had "grand plans" for us then none of us would be saying "love is a joke and a lie". It's very rare for any of us to actually have the love we wanted. 
          And thats not only limited to love. Even with our dreams thats the case most of the times. 
          The truth is we just come up with these self consolation phrases and sentences to make ourselves feel good. As to why sh*t happens? I dont really know. God is real but whe he let's this happen? I dont know. Some would say suffering goes hand in hand with joy but what happens when suffering and sadness become a monotony? So instead of feeding ourselves these lies of god wanted this for this and that, I say we instead try to manifest a better life than leave it on the idea of "god feeding us endless painful lessons and starving us of what we actually want". And how do we do that? Im trying to find that out myself.
          
          This is probably one of my most vicious thoughts for the day. I felt like writing it and so I did. 
          
          And I say this to God. Instead of cooking "better plans" could you just for make things happen our way and protect it well enough that it doesn't break us with your almighty powers. 

SAD TRUTH ALERT: They say if someone leaves you, God was just clearing your path to find someone who is best for you. They say what's meant for you will never leave you. 
          
          But I truly ask this. If God really wanted us to have the best, then instead of tearing us apart like this, he would actually never have brought them to us in first place. What? A lesson? For what exactly? Don't love? Is that the lesson? Only to say later open your heart to someone or "be loving in an unloving world"? Nah thats not a lesson that is cruel mockery. If he wanted, he the almighty couldve arrange life in a way that the person we truly loved didnt leave us and would've turned out to the best for us and we would've been happy with them. It's so rare that somebody gets someone better later, and even so I don't even know if they were happy earlier or happy later. But mostly those who wait thinking oh god will finally shower their desert with a heavy rain of love often go parched alone or just settle for something way lower than what they ever wanted. 
          
          Part 2 in next announcement.

Some believe one side lovers don't know the pain of break up. But I believe they do not got the slightest clue to how it feels like to love someone without getting anything back in return. Anything. To sometimes cross oceans for someone who wouldn't cross a puddle for you. They will never know the silent, beautiful pain of living someone from a distance knowing that maybe things will never be the way you imagined or wished they were and yet giving it your all. 
          If you ask me, one-sided love is in a way, sometimes a very pure form of love that doesn't expect in return. To love despite the pain of it all. Now imagine if these people were loved back. But that's just a Cinderella story right.
          
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          Thought of the day

Some people who are cold and pretend to not care, believe it or not they are the souls who once shined so bright and were filled with warmth until the world pressured them, betrayed them, taunted them, ridiculed them to the point all that light got buried. But these souls still at some point let the world see a glimpse of that buried light through the crevices of habits that cant help but reveal who they once were and still truly are at the core.
          
          They are still the same people, still the same light under all those layers of trauma. Just waiting for someone to make them believe they can shine again. 
          
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          Thought of the day.

@Your2_Majesty why the tears lmao 

@Your2_Majesty hows your college going 

@Your2_Majesty Haa mil gayi, isliye toh itna busy