@LilFroggoAri I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Please, just try to get through this. Make sure you have people you can trust and lean on in your life: they're really important. I hope you'll get out of this alright, having a headspace like that is horrible. We'll keep on supporting you, so don't worry about that! Just, please, take care of yourself. You're a wonderful person (even if I haven't met you), so keep on pushing through. Take care.