Kurijiru

It surprises me when someone appreciates my writings. Truth to be told, I don't have the strength to face them even though I'm truly dying to talk to them. 

3 p.m. Taylor Swift's songs playing. Got nothing to do yet school papers are pilling up. Lost all the courage to do something when my back kisses the soft matress of my bed. 

It was dark,
          So dark that I longed to see the stars.
          I dreamt of touching you,
          To kiss you,
          
          If I wasn't there,
          Will you be there?
          How long will I wait?
          Could it be forever?
          
          Will I give up forever?
          Just to touch you,
          Feel you in my arms,
          Keep you in my heart.
          
          -Kurijiro