Kuro Kuhs

Wowowow it's been so long since I posted on here. Life has been terrible and I am unfortunately alive though 

I just saw somebody speading down my street and then just a few minutes later an ambulance drove by.

I accidentally hit myself in the head with a shovel a couple days ago and now I'm dealing with a Mild Concussion, so that's fun.

It's so awkward when I get up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night and find my cousin doing some sort of meditation or magic related thing-

Today a girl at school told me that she wishes she had the confidence to wear the things I wear to school and I'm just like- What confidence- I'm never confident in anything I do, I just don't care too much about my appearance and wear whatever clothes I have and if those clothes just happen to be a suit of armor or a wizard-like cloak, well, I just like to have fun-

I went out with friends for the first time yesterday and it's WEIRD- I was barely able to stop walking because the others were so distracted with talking that they didn't pay attention to how fast they were walking while I was trying to look around at all of the places around us cause I never leave my house-

My cousin keeps Vaping in the house and it's pissing me off. 1. I possess lungs, which means the smoke he's blowing into the air makes it hard to breath. 2. I have a highly sensitive nose and all of the smells he's filling the house with are making me sick. 3. I've been doing my best to respect his space and let him feel comfortable but he's completely disrespecting my space and my comfort zone. And 4. He keeps insisting thta all of my mental health problems are only happening because I'm "Letting in too much negativity" like, bitch?! I'M THE ONE CAUSING THE NEGATIVITY, I'M NOT LETTING IT IN! I'M TRYING TO GET MYSELF REAL HELP FOR MY ISSUES AND HE ISN'T HELPING!

One of my cousins just moved here from Belgium so he's staying with us for a while and it's his first day here and he's already lighting all sorts of incense things and it's making me feel sick because I have suoer sensitive senses-

My mother literally just treated me as if I had comitted some sort of horrible crime because I had locked my door...
          
          And she wonders why I don't like her-

I made a new friend today because this person really needed somebody to rant to about a "weird" dream that they had-