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Can someone take the time to read this?
Guys I'm stressed.
Can I get a virtual hug or something?
I'm not one to tell others my problems.
So I stay quite and just listen to what they have to say about theirs.
Since my kindness is a weakness.
Don't get me wrong I have strength but I get afraid to use it.
Thinking I might lose control and hurt someone.
Bipolar runs through my family.
I just don't hope I turn.
Only the friends I have do,either across the world or the ones I have at school.
I appreciate you guys being there for me.
But uh,I'm just feeling down right now.
So don't expect a fast response on the roleplays right now.
Cause I feel like shit right now.
But I'll try and keep up the pace and reply to you guys.
School is starting next week for me.
I'm honestly not ready for this world.
But life goes on.
As I try to face reality.
Mikasa was right(from Aot)
This world is cruel.
But I can make it.
Do what it takes to see another day.
Keep my life straight as the pencil I'll be using on Tuesday when I start school.