@KuronShirogane I'm the worst at giving advice, so please forgive me if this sounds bad.
Try not to worry too much about your readers. Sure, they're important to success on this site, but remember that you and your happiness comes first. Those who are dedicated and love you and your work are going to be here when you come back.
I always have to keep this stuff in mind myself. I get so depressed sometimes when I know that I have people waiting for uploads, but I just can't get the words to come. But they will eventually, even if you have to force them. I'm sorry if this comes across bad. I'm just trying to tell you that you aren't alone and you have people who care about you and will never leave you.
Writing for others is nice and all, but be sure to write for yourself first. If you aren't happy, your readers probably won't be, either.