almost choked myself to death or unconscious, it was neither exhilarating or terrifying. my head feels light when i move it and i feel like my nose can't siphon more oxygen than it used to. will probably be better for a few more minutes.
so basically, here's a quick rundown of what i felt when i almost choke myself to unconsciousness.
first i felt like my nose is slowly being plugged and no air is flowing up. obviously.
then, my cheeks tightened and i strengthen my grip over my neck a bit more. then, both sides of my head tightens more and more. tears wells up and it starts to kinda feel... like im dozing off.
one final grip and i let it go, coughed up a bit and then some aftereffects came in. Both sides of my head feels weird, kinda tightened, both of my ears. especially the tragus ( you can search it up on google ) feels like it had been pressed tightly to the walls of my ears. it's kinda weird.
and last but not least, my head feeling light when i move it. feels weird af.
so yeah anyways, there's that.