tired

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
          But its feeling just like every other morning before,
          Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
          The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
          And I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
          Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
          But I believe the world is burning to the ground
          Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
          Let's see how far we've come
          Let's see how far we've come
          Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
          Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
          Let's see how far we've come
          Let's see how far we've come
          I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
          Then I can't remember caring for an hour or so
          Started crying and I couldn't stop myself
          I started running but there's no where to run to
          I sat down on the street and took a look at myself
          Said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
          Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to
          I believe the world is burning to the ground
          Oh well, I guess, we're gonna find out
          Let's see how far we've come
          
          Song: Let's See How far We've Come by Matchbox Twenty
          
          I love this song .3.

THE WAY BLOOD BANK ENDED. I AM NOT OKAY

Exhausted.

~Show me where forever dies~

Go read my new short story :)

'Cause I'm hopeful, yes I am hopeful for today.
          Take this music and use it, let it takes you away~
          And be hopeful, hopeful, and he'll make away.
          I know it ain't easy, but that's okay. Just be hopeful <3
          
          Hopeful by BarsAndMelodyVEVO

In world where a  star shines in your sky at all times, a boy is born with one that never seems to move. The star's position in the sky signifies how close you are to your soulmate. That star's shape is unique to each couple. It can be as simple as a circle or as elaborate as a zentangled animal. When the boy grows up, he travels half-way across the world in hopes to see his star move. However, the star stays in the exact same position no matter where he goes. Soon he was in his late twenties and without a soul mate. By then, everyone usually had found their lover. He watched his childhood friends find their soulmate and start a family as he was left alone. Just as if everyone in his life was a shooting star, they were there for a moment and then disappeared. 
            
            He had a good paying job and was pretty well known and rich. Some even wondered where his soulmate was. 
            What happens to those who supposedly don't have a soulmate?
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          Would y'all read a book like this?
          I'll probably be editing the actual introduction of the book later.

Ugh I just got chewed out :/
          I should never agree to online courses I don't want to do.
          
          I hate it when someone says: It doesn't matter, it's your choice
          
          AND THEN FUCKING PRESSURE YOU INTO SAYING YES
          
          -.-
          
          My mom does that all the time and I hate saying no :/
          
          I need to stop agreeing with her because it's bringing me hell. I have to finish about 8 lessons of math today because I've been procrastinating and I don't fucking want to. 
          
          I mean I know I've committed but I never wanted to in the first place.
          I'm just going to op out and take the charge :/
          
          I can't put myself through it. Sorry for my complaints but I'm literally so stressed I want to vomit 24/7.
          
          She also took my phone because I wasn't working fast enough.

Working on a new story!~
          I might ask for input while writing if I hit a wall.
          
          Also, I've been playing Transformice(I'm trash smh) anyone else play?

Floofball!!!!