I never wanted this feeling , never asked for It . I never wanted to feel sad or lonely ,but my soul was already chained to the dark , I just realised to late. Too late to save myself , too late to be saved by anyone else. They said It would pass but they lied ,and I hate that I believed them ,that they believed It. Pain like that never goes away. You can't wish it away , can't wash It away ,can't drink It away ,can't smoke It away! You live with it hoping you will be free until you realise that peace will start when your existence ends.