KworldWithArmy

I wanted to try to forget the past. Eventually I actually tried to kill myself.
          The bitterness, That resentment, I wanted to forget all the feelings. I was depressed.
          Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die!
          I tried to suicide to escape from the reality.
          I couldn't think of anything. No one was on my side. They didn't stand up for me. I was trapped in a real hell with no way out.
          I was suffering from suicide thoughts daily silently!
          
          @Jkmolala @Mariajannati2001
          
          Thank you both for not forgetting me when I was going through this kind of situation and sending me messages and asking how I was.
          I sincerely thank you both!
          
          For all who want to know the real name of mine , I'm gonna tell you today 
          
          My real name is Thwe Thwe Tun.
          Also know me as Wang ShinAl.
          My father is Chinese, My mom is Myanmar.
          Age : Almost 19
          Birthday date : 10.06.2005.
          
          Have a great day ❤️

amy-lover-of-romance

@KworldWithArmy wow hope you are doing better now 
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KworldWithArmy

Some say I'm to sensitive but truth is I just feel so much.Every word,every action and every energy goes straight my heart.
          "Just because I don't show it.Doesn't mean that I don't feel it."
          The reason why I keep my feelings to myself,is because I can't explain them.
          I can't forgive them,they don't know my pain.I know I've parents but I feel like I've no one to talk to about that goes on in my head.Behind my smile is hurting heart.
          Behind my laugh I'm falling apart.Look closely at me and you'll see,the person I'm not me.
          I wish I could give my parents my pain.Just for a moment.Not to hurt,but so that they could finally understand how much I pain.
          It's so funny that they lie to me when I already know the truth.I may be quiet, but I've so much on mind.
          
          You know,I'm not FINE!
          
          I try so hard to help other people because I've no Idea how I help myself.
          Life is a game.Right?
          Love is all fake.Right?
          Now I'm player.
          I win ever single game.
          They made me Devil.
          So,Yeah...I'm Devil
          I'm the best.

unhealed_vision

@KworldWithArmy Sorry if I'm being nosy. But gurl you literally spoke my mind. I might sound evil, but it feels kinda relieving  that I'm not alone in this. 
            Wish we could have few deep words with each other someday.
            And you're strong. I can guess so with your words. 
            
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BLloverrduh

@Taejinkook_Haku np :) and if u need someone to talk to i'm here ;)
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