I've learned...I've learned life is a bitch but sometimes that's a good thing. You learn in life that some things aren't meant to be. She and I were destined to just be friends no matter what. Even if I've cared so much for her and loved her she'll never love me back and I'm fine with that. I've had to hide under a facade for her so I wouldn't snap at her and cause even more problems between us. She'd always go on about how perfect someone was and yet they weren't even real, she'd tell me she'd try to get over him for me and gave up but you know...I've learned...learned so much for the past three years that I've been in love with her that maybe clinging on to something that wasn't meant to happen was hurting the both of us. I fought through all of that hoping one day she'd love me, that one day we'd be together because she didn't reject me, she told me one day there might be a chance when I first asked her out.
Point is: Through life, you learn, you gain strength, you suffer the hardships, the effects but in the end, that's what it means to be human. To feel, to know how others are feeling and to understand that being human doesn't mean that you have to withdraw yourself from your emotions, to be human you must suffer and cause suffering but at the end, at the end, you regret it, you feel horrible and you try to redeem yourself as you begin to understand a new emotion, an insane emotion yet it isn't love you feel, you begin to feel something known as compassion. Once you let compassion take you in, all other horrible feelings you have begin to drift away. I say to you who suffer the same way, you will climb out it. You will rise up and begin to feel compassion...