Kyia7330

Happy Halloween chat 

I’m back! Hopefully the first upload in a while is good! ^^

Heys guys! I’m really sorry how depressing things here have been haha-.. but things are going to get better from here! Honestly after I broke up with her I have honestly felt really free, I finally don’t feel constantly stressed and worried. I just feel… indifferent. If that’s the right word. I miss her, but I accepted that she might just be gone. 
          
          Anyways still gonna be a while till updates here due to ref sheets, the doc and ECOS

I might break up with her if she doesn’t stop this silent treatment shit. /srs
          
          It’s stressing me the fuck out and honestly it’s been going on long enough that I’m somewhat loosing feelings for her. Like- she needs to explain what’s going on or talk to me soon, or it’s over. I’m sorry guys.

I know I’m super focused on taking down that groomer Hayden, but man.. I can’t stop thinking about her….. I wonder if OL will come back again…. I wonder sometimes if she still loves me… I wish I had answers. Why did she just run away out of the blue? Will she come back? Does she care about me? I know she’s there… I’m not blind. I just wish I knew why she seems so upset.

IF ANYONE HERE US A VICTIM OF HAYDEN PARKER SEND ME A MESSAGE ASAP.

You know what? Fuck this. I’m just gonna keep doing what I’m doing. I have you guys still! And as long as I have my friends and hopefully my girlfriend (if she’s still even there.) I’ll never be alone!

I feel so lonely. Most of my irl friends just betrayed me and ditched me like usual. I guess My girlfriend has decided to go to lala land and just magically disappeared by using the power of silent treatment, I feel so alone. Why did she just disappear, why does everyone of my friends always ditch me, why has life been so cruel…. I hope she’s back soon.. maybe that would at least help a bit..

I was at this convention today and someone was selling Melanie Martinez stickers and my sad ass went straight to “AHHH OLS FAVOURITE MUSIC ARTIST OMG OL NO I MISS HER IM SO SAD-“ and immediately started sobbing like a flipping baby :skull:
          
          So yeah long story short I got pokemon stickers.

Holy shit school and loneliness is fucking me up harder than the many times my dad left to go get the milk for months on end ;-: