So.... I don’t know how to say this....
I need you guys right now, probably more than ever...
I just lost someone I loved very very dearly. I’ve been with the same guy for a year... and after the passed few years of being in and out of terrifyingly a shove relationships I’d finally found the love of my life... And just like that, he changed. He was so perfect... not in the ways you’d think. But in the ways he loved. I don’t even recognize him now. He’s cold and quiet and tries to take little jabs where he can, claiming it’s a joke.. he basically just uses me for a ride to work. Won’t hang out with me, or pay for gas, or even acknowledge me when I’m speaking. He just sticks his face in his phone...finally today I had enough. I decided to talk about it... and liked I’d predicted, he turned everything around on me.. then cold heartedly left me... I’ve been in a blur of hysterical tears and unimaginable pain for six hours... I can’t describe to you what I feel right now... but death is a pretty close second... my stomach is in knots. I’ve been throwing up and crying. Cursing myself. Help... please help me guys. I need positive thoughts... I need to get through this.