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Hello... I suppose.
I'm going to be... quite blunt with this.
I, sadly, am putting "Lost In Hell" on discontinued.
Now, my new crew, when we get our new discord server going, will be taking over it's production (I hope).
Now, before someone says "Hey, you promised you'd continue it!", let me explain:
I LOVED that story, I truly fucking loved it.. But, while it's my best story.. It.. Broke me.
Dont get me wrong, I enjoy MHA, Hazbin Hotel, RWBY and Death March, hell I love them.
But.. when I look back at the story I.. just cant be bothered to open it.
I WANT to continue it.. I really do.. But.. How do I put this?
It hurts, and I dont mean physically, I mean mentally, it caused me to fall into a small hole of depression, I stopped writing for a whole hot minute, I hit a creative block and a small burnout.. But never once did I stop and look back at what it had been doing to me.
I feel I failed, hell I looked myself in the mirror the other day and I didnt see what myself, all I saw was someone who kept going, never stopped and only looked at what his readers wanted.
My entire writing path, it.. hurt me, cost me things I cant have back, hell I had to go to a fucking therapist two months ago before I could even try and think about any of this.
And.. It hurts to see what I'm doing here, this whole thing, writing it hurts me, it does.. But I... I cant anymore.
So I hope you all understand and have a great night/day/evening.
Kyle, signing off, peace.