Haybae

Idk if anyone still truly reads my stuff but at times people do- IMA REWRITE my dearest love. Ima finally sit down and do it. It’s gonna take me a long LONG time to do it, so be prepared:) ima start chapter by chapter and slowly work on it. Thanks for reading!

Hello?
          Can you hear me?
          Can you hear the wind blow by us
          sending shivers down your spin.
          Freezing your core to a solid block.
          That block slowly consuming your being.
          Turning it black, and worthless.
          Soon to nothing.
          Hello?
          Can you hear me?
          I told you. You wouldn't listen.
          Now I am nothing. 
          (XD poetry or whatever this is)

Im sorry but things will be posting slowly for a little while...I've been having a hard time lately again and idk how to pull myself out of this one...ill keep you updated and try and write some more of "From Another Au" I have the next chappy written but I like writing the next one before I post it if I need to make any changes..so yeah..thanks for understanding

So, how it is that I can write 2,000+ words almost every night for a new chappy but can't even get close to 1,000 words for my class writing assignment for a book I'm writing without struggling on it to the point I wanna give up? Tell me how that is possible. Please XD how tf do I do it?

"From Another Au" chapters are gonna be coming out a little slow...chapter 8 was supposed to come out yesterday but I didn't finish it, now it was supposed to come out tonight but I don't have it in me to finish it cuz I cant write...i don't have it in me with my depression rn and I'm trying my hardest to finish it and I will get it done and keep writing and updating like I am soon..i promise just know its gonna slow down for a little bit

Damn with only 6 parts out, 'From Another Au' is already an hour-plus long :0 crazy right? That story is gonna end up being super long if I write like 20+ parts to it XD

The fact that there is 48 parts in My Dearest love and it takes 3 hours to read it all, but it takes something that is 31 parts 3 hours and 33 minutes long XD fuckin god

Omg, it takes 3 hours and 33 minutes to read all of Criminal Record from beginning to end. That is so crazy to me cuz I have a thing with numbers and 333 means something so- Ill share with you what it means. "Seeing 333 repeatedly may be a sign that a looming decision needs your attention. It's a signal that your path ahead is clear for moving forward. The 333 angel number indicates that despite your fears, anxieties, mislaid plans, or wrong turns, you're on the right path." Huh..weird so maybe that finishing that was sending me down the right path? I don't know but I just had to share this!

I knew this would happen and I am struggling to write the final Chapter of Criminal Record. I got maybe close to 700 words on it and Im stumped, I wanted it close to 3,000 for a big finally but Im struggling to even right a 100 more at the moment. So it might take a little longer to come out and not like how I was updating them but IT will get finished I promise! If it isn't finished in a week well then ima hate myself and punish myself for it XD

SOO, sorry I had to share this. Criminal Record Chapter 29 has maybe about close to 2,000 words to it right now after writing for a good 2 hours plus on it and that chapter will end up maybe being 4,000 words if i can push myself to do it. The last two chapters of that story ima try and make super long and supper good i promise you i will try my best to make that happen