kyufuu

a girl's horrible dream :
          
          Flowers blooming from all directions blinded her eyes. I reached out my hand, but it disappeared in the field of lies. She danced, holding a bouquet of sharp blades. Innocence is taken like a flower, yet unlike it , innocence will never grow again. Impurity blossoms in the hearts of me and she, we who are so alike yet separate.
          “ Don’t leave me! Stay with me! “ I yelled out, desperate to reach her eyes. But those were already broken, she was already in their control. “ No, things need to be this way. “ Her last words, before breaking herself before me. Laughter consumed the empty scarlet room, drowning out my cries and pleads. I scratched at the ground, begging and begging a simple wish to come true.
          “ I don’t want to dream anymore. Please, let me wake up. “ But this is a nightmare that will never end. The flower of misery and the flower of evil dance for eternity, but one has already lost her balance. She falls, breaks and shatters. Holding a bouquet of poppies and black roses, the dragon of destruction dances in agony.

kyufuu has updated the prologue for misanthropy again, its the last time, she swears. (no but really it is better now so read it if u want! kyufuu is hellla proud of it right now!! cant wait for it suck again so ill rewrite it again ahahhahahhaha im going crazy because of this ughhghg) al so! if there is anything u are confused about, feel free to ask! i will take 6 months and 5 years to answer, but i will answer! also chap 1 sucks skip that for the moment kay, cause im still rererereremaking it.

see, i'm not dead. i'm just napping. in other news, kyufuu is back to not being so lazy and trying to do stuff wholeheartedly. for now, kyufuu is going to bed cuz she is very lazy. but tomorrow she shall draw the cool new cover for misanthropy and check on chap 1 again. that is all, sleep nice u pretty rats.

wee woo buckaroo guess who's not super fucking dead yet!! not me, i actually died this time. but anyway, i'm rewriting 'Misanthropy of Hydrangea' from Cevestia for you kind people! can't wait to finish this again so i can go reread it and rereremake it again because i found one tiny little mistake lol.  either way, now im gonna go be a mistake and a general dissapointment, until i get another inspirational thing to go and rerewrite chapter one. also, i guess i should redraw the cover-- but im too lazy right now. welp, gotta go be a mistake, bai bai!!

Happy Birthday Lily, you monstrous dream-eating, bug-biting glutton! 
          I hope you have a good day today and I also hope you don't give me nightmares for not finishing my gift for you just yet. 
          Please wish her a happy birthday if you can ,my life is at stake. I'm literally being held captive by a cutesy nightmare in the form of a child so please send something to help me escape or to at least end my misery.
          
          This is all, I'm going to bed.

hello
          good day
          or night
          this is really all
          goodbye

okay, im tired again
          but, sorry about the valentine's day thing, itll take a while longer
          maybe it will be done by today or something
          i still have to draw a thing or two too
          thats really all
          bye bye

oh hey it has been 3 days since i last said something so
          
          uhmh, tomorrow, new thing comes?
          i guess? i dunno anymore..
          its kinda lovey dovey , maybe youll like it?
          hah
          okay bye

if i die tomorrow, my last words are
          
          
          
          how dare you write this amazing fanfiction and never fucking finish it you piece of gumshoe i fucking loved reading this and this is how you repay me you piece of beautiful cardboard i hope you have a wonderful day and that you may one day be inspired by some weird shit and finish that fucking story you lazy ass beautiful ass piece of shit

drem