L0V3SW33TH34RT

ya' know what, since theres like 20 more days left until my birthday, guess things about me everyone im BORED!!

Masquerader_01

@L0V3SW33TH34RT OOO INTERESTING
          	  ALSO I'M DOING GREAT
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NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN

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@NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN (also!! They'll say they won't talk to me or they'll stop being my friends and since I can't really handle losing friends I just have to. I could tell you about this one girl. Kinda cringe btw. Errmm she at Monday begged me to give my sketchbook to her so she could look inside and learn how to draw like me. And get this. I kept continuously telling she could go look on this and that to learn how to draw bit seriously MINE?? YEAH YOU SAW SOME OF MY DRAWINGS BJT THAT DOWSNT MAKE YOU AUTOMATICALLY ALLOWED TO TAKE MY SKETCHBOOKS. SHE ALSO ONCE KEPT MY SKETCHBOOK WITH HER. AT FUCKING HOME. WHAT THE FUCK?? oh and I did turn her into a seegure shipper whatever but I'm PREEETTYY sure she HATES the LGBTQIA+ community. Anyways school is shit and I wanna cry)
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NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN

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@L0V3SW33TH34RT dw it's not ACTUALLY a cult I only named it that because it sounded kinda funny, it's more of a group than a cult. Also Im PREEETTTTYYY sure my friends don't know about boundaries. (Talking about them being sigh.. my real life friends and those friends of mine don't know boundaries and privacy anyways.. :// they'll manipulate AND guilt trip me so I can show them my drawings. And get this. I dont WANT people looking inside. Specifically having nsfw in it. They don't know jack shit anyways.... ://)
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

ya' know what, since theres like 20 more days left until my birthday, guess things about me everyone im BORED!!

Masquerader_01

@L0V3SW33TH34RT OOO INTERESTING
            ALSO I'M DOING GREAT
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NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN

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@NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN (also!! They'll say they won't talk to me or they'll stop being my friends and since I can't really handle losing friends I just have to. I could tell you about this one girl. Kinda cringe btw. Errmm she at Monday begged me to give my sketchbook to her so she could look inside and learn how to draw like me. And get this. I kept continuously telling she could go look on this and that to learn how to draw bit seriously MINE?? YEAH YOU SAW SOME OF MY DRAWINGS BJT THAT DOWSNT MAKE YOU AUTOMATICALLY ALLOWED TO TAKE MY SKETCHBOOKS. SHE ALSO ONCE KEPT MY SKETCHBOOK WITH HER. AT FUCKING HOME. WHAT THE FUCK?? oh and I did turn her into a seegure shipper whatever but I'm PREEETTYY sure she HATES the LGBTQIA+ community. Anyways school is shit and I wanna cry)
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NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN

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@L0V3SW33TH34RT dw it's not ACTUALLY a cult I only named it that because it sounded kinda funny, it's more of a group than a cult. Also Im PREEETTTTYYY sure my friends don't know about boundaries. (Talking about them being sigh.. my real life friends and those friends of mine don't know boundaries and privacy anyways.. :// they'll manipulate AND guilt trip me so I can show them my drawings. And get this. I dont WANT people looking inside. Specifically having nsfw in it. They don't know jack shit anyways.... ://)
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

glowing figure.......... he CANONICALLY can glow in the inside of his body............................ jack-o-lantern figure is canonYEYSYEYSYSYS (btw figure also has eyes, it was the green bumps on his head the whole time LMAOITS CONFIRMED ON HIS MODEL)

Deochiwam

@ L0V3SW33TH34RT  YA THE SEWERS ARE SO HARD TO DO. GUIDING LIGHT DOESNT HELP MUCH
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Deochiwam

@ L0V3SW33TH34RT  I DIED AT DOOR 196 TODAY (I'm crying)
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

WARNING FOR EVERYONE.. DUPE APPEARS IN THE GREENHOUSE.IMGONNCA CRY

thatlittlesimp31

@L0V3SW33TH34RT yeah because of that bastard i had 1 hp left, then turned around to immediately die to eyes.......
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doors200

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@L0V3SW33TH34RT WHAT IN THE FUCK DUPE?!
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

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ITS OUT FLORO TWO IS OUT GO FUCKING PLAY EVERYBODY YAYAYA

SlimySludgingGooper

@L0V3SW33TH34RT i played it until i got to door nine, then quit because i got two screeches and almost died to the heartbeat thingy
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Deochiwam

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@ L0V3SW33TH34RT  I SAW IT BUT ITS FUCKING HARD TO DO. I ONLY REACHED DOOR 150. I KEEP DYING BECAUSE OF GIGGLES-
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

AAAbtw just putting this out here since ive dealt with this numerous of times before..
          
          - PLS do not sexualise seegure whenever i make art. comments like this make me uncomfortable :( if only i say/imply HEAVIILLLY of sexual topics then u can say whatever. as someone with hypersexuality it reminds me of BAD times and also reminds me of when i would talk like that so.. yeah, just syaing its not really my cup of tea to be receiving these comments and that ESPECIALLY WHEN A SPECIFIC CHARACTER IS IN THE POSE OF A CAT STRETCHING!! /targeted. cats arching shouldnt be sexualised, pls dont do that for your own pleasure alright gangilangs....thank yousighhhhhhh

SlimySludgingGooper

@L0V3SW33TH34RT why is everyone i know hypsersexual? *(including me)* 
            
            also i'm always so sick of people sexualizing cat stretches. cuz i'm a therian and going cat stretches is comfortable for me and helps ease species dysphoria but then some creeps have to go be like "oh that's sexual" like NO IT ISNT??? i'm litterally stretching. ppl are so sick being rude to therians, furries, etc. cuz like we aren't doing anything and we don't all sexualize animals. sure some furries and therians do, but i've been in the therian and furry communities for a long time and met NO ONE like that. like i don't get why ppl fuss over us smh. sorry im ranting a bit lol, have a good day ppl
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NO1SEEKXFIGUREFAN

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@L0V3SW33TH34RT gang what if I actually am hypersexual.. (I already gave seek its hypersexuality too) sighhh!!!! what's with ppl sexualizing cat stretching poses how am I gonna watch my cat stretch without thinking of sexual things its so bad I hate this.. and also.. why the fuck do people sexualize neko seek. Something is that seek and neko seek are the same ass fucking person. The only difference is that neko seek has cat like features and seek doesn't..  and the nya cringe thing wtv I think seek just does that for fun and then laugh about it to itself. I mean THE FUCKING ENTIRE FANDOM SAYS THAT SEEK IS A FULLY MATURE ADULT. And seek knows alot. Anyways back to neko seek, why do ppl sexualize cat-like people.. just no. That's not something to sexualize. And also what's with killing it.. THATS JUST SEEK. WHWHAH??? Js.. no I can't.. also why say sexual stuff If I'm not talking about it? Like if I said "omg seek is a slutty whore!!" I either meant it as a joke or Its probably for a sexual art/talk about seek (bc I do have friends like that) but if I said "seek and figure cuddling is sooooo Canon!!! :DDDD" I mean a soft cute topic around seegure. NOT. A sexual topic around seegure. (If anything pls don't force me to draw seegure r34!! I mean you can ask me and maybe if I wanted to and if you want to see it I could make it for you and show it to you!! BUT pls seegure fluff art. Thats something ur allowed to force me to make. I love making that, me happy when seegure!!! Seegure love seegure life!!) Anyways I yapped too much  GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

clearing up on how im doing so far ; (positive!! :))
          
          
          - okok first what i want to say is that im sorry, AGAIN!! but for a different reason. i didnt mean to worry everyone who has saw the vent from thursday night and just to update for all those concerned, i am a-oKAY! my mom has FINALLY let me wear the outfit, but told me to not wear the legwarmers and cat paws............... i did anyway HAH!!!!!!1 but anyways anyways on the day of friday, i had A BLAST! im so happy with school so far. my absolutely awesome teacher made it clear that it is COMPLETELY fine to bring my screech plushie at the end of the day out of my bag and let it comfort me, and that i can bring my phone out to take pictures on my whiteboard whenever i doodle im so HAPPYYY!!!!and on that same friday, me and my friends planned (for the first time) to go to the mall, and we had one friend SHORT (/pun because that same friend is SMALL asf) but ohmygohs IT WAS SOO AMAZING GUYS i went shopping EVERYYYWHEREE and i got new stickers from my fav company, 4 new keychains, AND..............
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          badmdudmdumdudmdudum (drumroll)
          
          
          
          
          
          THE NEW MAKESHIP FIGURE PLUSHIE YAYAYAYAY (after BEGGING my mom to ignore the design and give me him) DUDUDUE MY MOM SAID IT WAS THE HAPPIEST IVE EVER BEEN HELL YEAH I AMJSDUJAHDJSD I HAVE BEEN GRANTED THE FINGER!!! (/spelling mistake on purpose) YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          AND short message about both bfmml, and the vent ; 
          
          for the people who had comforted me, @thatlittlesimp31, @Yashi_Yoshi2237, @Thegrandfatherclock, and i believe another that has deleted their comment? but whatevev ur still VERY much appreciated :]. anywayss the message is that i cant thank you enough for the mini speech you gave, and im SO sorry for alarming you :(. i am in a better state now, and guess what.. MOTIVATION STRIKE :fire emoji: WOOOHOOO!!! ill try and finish my part of the reference sheets while attempting to get emmalyn on that as well.
          
          bfmml will be next but thank u everyone! :)

SlimySludgingGooper

@L0V3SW33TH34RT i wish i was online and could've said some words of encouragement when you made the vent, but i'm so happy that you're alright now. just know that it's alright to be yourself and wear what you want :D
            
            
            
            
            ALSO YOU PARENTS GOT YOU CAT PAWS?!?! DAMN YOU LUCKY! (I'm a therian and my parents wont get me anything lol)
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thatlittlesimp31

@L0V3SW33TH34RT HEY MANZ I'M GLAD YOU FEEL BETTER NOW AND EXPERIENCED NICE THINGS, HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY ALL THE TIME:D
            
            aaaaanddd BRU I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF BFMML YO BOOK IS EPIC
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Deochiwam

@ L0V3SW33TH34RT  Hey i deleted my comment. I found it kinda cringy and full of spelling mistakes...I just wanted to say to stay strong. Also my parents do that but deep down they love you.
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L0V3SW33TH34RT

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im sorry. (vent)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          im so stupid and selfish. im sorry i mean it. i dont deserve the good treatment i get. my mom kept repeating that i was selfish, ungrateful, unproductive, and a mess. i honestly believe that. all that i do is useless. i dress like a fucking child. its almost time for middle school and i wear colourful stuff like this?? its been 3 MONTHS ever since ive posted a chapter. i have new lore and shit but not even that can motivate me to finish a paragraph. i should honestly become a better child. and continuing that my mom said i was starting to not listen. i do my homework late at night, maybe thats why. also when she said i was selfish and ungrateful just because i wanted to wear a skirt and leg warmers made me feel so bad. i started scr4tching at myself again. i can hear her yelling about me right now, i cant take this anymore. being called ungrateful, and selfish hurts so much, especially when i have trouble expressing my emotions, i wish i could express more dramatically. i wish i could keep my mouth shut, and i wish i didnt have a mind. im so sorry to everyone that im so selfish and ungrateful-seeming and that all i do is cry about something so mere and minisucle. im sorry that i cant write so much anymore im sorry i just cant take my mom anymore. im so sorry to her. i AM what she says i am. shes my mom after all. this world is full of bad news and i feel like i was the cause of it. i wish i could just rest in the grass with figure and seek, my parental figures (im sorry if thsi sounds wsweird), and just be taught how to be better than being called all these names. im just so sorry. im sorry for thinking i should wear that.

Thegrandfatherclock

@L0V3SW33TH34RT hey I hope u know that what ever ur mothers wants or WANTS u to be won’t work out on a heartfelt person like, I want u to keep up that last hope of urs . Love you
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Yashi_Yoshi2237

@L0V3SW33TH34RT hey don't listen to her! I know that you're an amazing person. Idc that you haven't posted a chapter for a long time, because I have too. I also wear colourful stuff even if it's middle school, so you're not alone. I also sc4tch myself so I guess we have similar stuff. Yesterday I lied about my assessment (mind you it isn't the actual test) and I got some low scores. She eventually found out and called me selfish and ungrateful. You aren't alone, many people are experiencing this too. Don't worry, you'll get some rest soon.
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thatlittlesimp31

@L0V3SW33TH34RT mothers always have something bad to say about you. it's either because they don't like how you turned out when they wanted you to be completely different, or because you couldn't be a mini copy of them. while i'd say you shouldn't mind her much and it'll be good, i know very well it feels even worse when those words come from your very own mother and it's hard to ignore. believe me, crying about something so small is good. why? because if you cry about something that looks so small, it should be making you clearly uncomfortable etc and nothing's wrong with expressing how you feel about certain things. that way, people would be more careful doing those / saying those things around you and would it even make anything worse? no. if somebody is "tired" of you crying over something so miniscule, then that's because they're clearly not a good person in that way for not respecting you. you can dress however you want, personally i get called out a lot for always wearing long sleeve clothes even at summer so i know how it feels like you're not respected just because of your clothing style. about writing, try to find things that motivate you, listen to some new music... read some other people's books... i don't know how getting yourself motivated would work for you. wait until floor 2 and see if you gain your motivation back, and do not drown yourself in thoughts that you are useless. because you sure are important to us, and most importantly you're important to your mother. believe me, if she didn't care about you and truly believed you were those things you mentioned, she wouldn't even bother yelling. she just wants you to fix whatever she finds not nice, so you could be a better person for yourself. i'm not very good of a therapist, but i hope i managed to help even if just a little bit.
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