I felt so special... until i realized he teated every other girl like that. She asked him to be hers and i couldn't do anything but sit and watch. I don't even know if it's love or just care for him.... My last, only friend is gone just like that. It hurts so bad knowing i have no one left. I mean... at least i can focus on my academics without any distractions right? I hate everything and everyone. Who the hell cares if im an honour student if not a single person likes me. This is my last fucking straw broken because of a dumb bitch who im friends with take everything from me while i have to sit and watch. Why am i so unlikable? Why can't i just have friends? Why is everyone so mean? Top student can't even solve her own problems, the irony of an honour student being a total dumbass. Such a loser