alien

i miss you </3

hey guys so im not dead btw
          
          summer was a MESS. talking stage didnt go well, cheer season started and i thought i was gonna love it because i missed it so much
          
          i couldnt be more wrong.
          Drama, coaches being assholes (except the coach for the younger girls but i miss her since she moved down), captains (specifically coaches daughter) being rude, failed crush, school is boring and kinda stressful, hoco in a month, i have a cold, i went to vegas a month and a half ago, i saw tyler the creator right before that, i went to the descendants/zombies worlds collide tour, blah blah blah
          
          life is so weird
          
          i fell out with my literal BEST FRIEND of 3 and a half years because she thought i was copying her. she was being self centered lwk but what am i to do. Anyways i got closer with her other best friend because we do cheer together and she's literally twin
          
          music taste has been wonky 
          
          uhh
          
          67 ig idk what else to say
          
          i didnt write at ALL over the summer
          
          i miss my friends (few/no classes together) and our weekly hangouts 
          
          i plan on watching a lot of musicals, movies, and shows when i have time so drop recommendations! (nothing on Netflix bc my parents unfortunately cancelled our subscription)
          
          anyways see yall eventally for my next update probably in 800 years

me when birthday today 
          
          anyways i have STORIES to tell.
          I have a talking stage rn and it’s NOT dark chocolate.. milk chocolate rather. maybe closer to chocolate milk. He’s FINE but a lil freaky (he used to be freakier but ive gotten him to lower his freak somehow)
          
          anyways i went through my softball season as my first year doing softball (on varsity too) and i was in D.C. for our first playoff game and we lost unfortunately but I had my banquet the other day and it was really nice to see my seniors one last time (hamilton reference?)
          
          I also had my cheer banquet a month or so prior and i missed them sm and i cant wait for the season to start again
          
          not much more to say except summer break FINALLY starts soon so I MIGHT be able to write more

hey guys, had to unpublish a chapter bc i realized i was NOT finished

OMG I JUST LOGGED INTO MY OLD WATTPAD ACCOUNT FROM 2020 I JUST SAW MY OLD FAVORITE STORY (i was so cringe omg. I was OBSESSED with Why Dont We…. uhm ..)

hey guys, im back. 
          
          I decided to republish my Sandlot fanfic bc i was bored, ill give yall a life update eventually dw but it’s been a LOT going on
          
          Anyways im out, see yall soon!
          

oh my god guys so the past 2 months have been WILD. The musical happened and it was amazing, I confessed to my crush and got best friendzoned after making him a burr basket, ive been hanging out with my friends a lot, multiple snow days, a LOT of ice skating, my best friends ex bf likes me (he is SO ugly), one of my friends likes me, and i passed the 2nd quarter of the school year with straight At. Im going skiing this weekend (IM SO EXCITED), 3 of my 5 favorite couples have broken up in the past week or two (tf is in the air bc it aint love), im bleeding from my crotch unfortunately, Christmas was AMAZING i got a vanity and more hair product, my skin as actually really clear somehow, im doing great in cheer, im really excited for softball, i miss my friends bc most of them go to different schools or are in different grades, and I GOT AN IPHONE FINALLY (i got a 12)
          
          i cant think of anything else to say so toodles!!
          
          also is anyone else VERY invested in Nassie rn or..?

hey viktor nation.. how are we feeling? Jayce.. Jaybe.. or Jaybe not.
          
          (yes its an arcane reference im in love with it) UGH IM BACKKK IVE BEEN GONE BC I GOT A NEW PHONE AND FORGOT TO LOG IN BUT OMG HI I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY
          so currently, I am in the middle of tech week for the musical, which is Lion King and im Ed (ik, ironic right?), I just finished the outsiders last week/2 weeks ago and just to let yall know, I was SOBBING. I also finished Arcane s2 and I also sobbed bc what the flip man. ANYWAYS These musical kids are pmo, where's my spotify wrapped, and im back to liking the guy I liked a year ago except I think he likes me back this time but idk, he's also no longer orange, he's either dark chocolate or fake lil bf. I'm starting cheer season (again), I cannot WAIT for Christmas break, im switching from Baseball to Softball this spring, im making dark chocolate one of those cotton pad flowers bc why not, im finally figuring out my hair/curls (its like 2c/3a and it pmo so much bc my curls/waves do NOT stay all day). im currently obsessed with Ralph Macchio, the outsiders, Arcane, Sabrina Carpenter, Bruno Mars, Tyler the Creator, percy jackson, and ofc fake lil bf. My favorite color is sea green ish (light and dark), im just a chill girl (im on the verge of crashing out), these kids in my grade pmo, but im a straight A student still, in honors classes too. 8th grade is rlly boring so far, tomorrow is the 3rd of December and who's getting a sweater? NOT ME .. ALSO me and fake lil bf have been hanging out and playing games alot together (with other friends tho) and we've been hugging a lot too bc we  both stressed tf out with these musical kids (and bc he's having a rough last few weeks) and im just a really nice and supporting friend (hopefully soon to be gf )
          
          anyways, hello and goodbye again ill probably forget abt this place for another month, if not ill update yall with anything and everything.
          
          BYEE
          xoxo- 

T-Minus 1 month and 4 days until I start 8th grade. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I see him every day again. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I see these annoying kids in my grade again. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm stuck on the bus with annoying 5th-7th graders (the (almost) 8th graders are the only chill ones). T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm stressed for 10 months. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until summer is over. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until school air ruins my hair. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until kids v@ping in the bathroom. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until "No phones in class!!". T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I lose my shit with these mfs in my grade. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I dress good for 3 days then go back to my normal style. T-minus 1 month and 4 days 
          until it's (basically) fall. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until my last first day of middle school. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I wake up at like 6 every morning. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until me and 3 of my friends are sitting in the back of ELA just reciting Hamilton and making pjo and musical references. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm counting down the days until winter break. T-minus 2 months until Halloween (idk what i'm gonna be). T-minus 1 month and 4 days until school. Again. When do schedules come out bro I need to know.

I LOST MY PASSWORD FOR A FEW WEEKS LMAOOO ANYWAYS NOTHING'S NEW IN MY LIFE EXCEPT ITS SUMMER AND ORANGE (old crush from october-early Jan) MIGHT LIKE ME, SAME WITH STRAWBERRY BC I'M GETTING MIXED SIGNALS FROM BOTH, I DONT LIKE THIS
          
          ANYWAYYYS imma go back to having back problems and watching dance moms, see y'all when I have something to say