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hey viktor nation.. how are we feeling? Jayce.. Jaybe.. or Jaybe not.
          
          (yes its an arcane reference im in love with it) UGH IM BACKKK IVE BEEN GONE BC I GOT A NEW PHONE AND FORGOT TO LOG IN BUT OMG HI I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY
          so currently, I am in the middle of tech week for the musical, which is Lion King and im Ed (ik, ironic right?), I just finished the outsiders last week/2 weeks ago and just to let yall know, I was SOBBING. I also finished Arcane s2 and I also sobbed bc what the flip man. ANYWAYS These musical kids are pmo, where's my spotify wrapped, and im back to liking the guy I liked a year ago except I think he likes me back this time but idk, he's also no longer orange, he's either dark chocolate or fake lil bf. I'm starting cheer season (again), I cannot WAIT for Christmas break, im switching from Baseball to Softball this spring, im making dark chocolate one of those cotton pad flowers bc why not, im finally figuring out my hair/curls (its like 2c/3a and it pmo so much bc my curls/waves do NOT stay all day). im currently obsessed with Ralph Macchio, the outsiders, Arcane, Sabrina Carpenter, Bruno Mars, Tyler the Creator, percy jackson, and ofc fake lil bf. My favorite color is sea green ish (light and dark), im just a chill girl (im on the verge of crashing out), these kids in my grade pmo, but im a straight A student still, in honors classes too. 8th grade is rlly boring so far, tomorrow is the 3rd of December and who's getting a sweater? NOT ME .. ALSO me and fake lil bf have been hanging out and playing games alot together (with other friends tho) and we've been hugging a lot too bc we  both stressed tf out with these musical kids (and bc he's having a rough last few weeks) and im just a really nice and supporting friend (hopefully soon to be gf )
          
          anyways, hello and goodbye again ill probably forget abt this place for another month, if not ill update yall with anything and everything.
          
          BYEE
          xoxo- 

T-Minus 1 month and 4 days until I start 8th grade. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I see him every day again. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I see these annoying kids in my grade again. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm stuck on the bus with annoying 5th-7th graders (the (almost) 8th graders are the only chill ones). T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm stressed for 10 months. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until summer is over. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until school air ruins my hair. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until kids v@ping in the bathroom. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until "No phones in class!!". T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I lose my shit with these mfs in my grade. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I dress good for 3 days then go back to my normal style. T-minus 1 month and 4 days 
          until it's (basically) fall. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until my last first day of middle school. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I wake up at like 6 every morning. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until me and 3 of my friends are sitting in the back of ELA just reciting Hamilton and making pjo and musical references. T-minus 1 month and 4 days until I'm counting down the days until winter break. T-minus 2 months until Halloween (idk what i'm gonna be). T-minus 1 month and 4 days until school. Again. When do schedules come out bro I need to know.

I LOST MY PASSWORD FOR A FEW WEEKS LMAOOO ANYWAYS NOTHING'S NEW IN MY LIFE EXCEPT ITS SUMMER AND ORANGE (old crush from october-early Jan) MIGHT LIKE ME, SAME WITH STRAWBERRY BC I'M GETTING MIXED SIGNALS FROM BOTH, I DONT LIKE THIS
          
          ANYWAYYYS imma go back to having back problems and watching dance moms, see y'all when I have something to say 

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL
          
          Won my game today 11-7 
          Ok so Kendrick or Drake? (Kendrick for me personally, I would say f Drake but he would say bet)

Its been a month oml so nothing's new, had school dance yesterday and it was hella fun, still getting mixed signals from Strawberry, the 2 of my friends I got together kissed for the first time yesterday, finals come up soon, school ends on the 25th, my bdays on the 15th, uh idk 
          
          
          also I unpublished my book until I have time to actually write it and I might change it a ton so until next time yall 

Hello pooki I have a favor to ask you
          So I'm back into my Luis Mendoza era and was wondering if you have any recommendations for me

Ok I lowkey forgot wattpad existed for a few weeks but like I have nothing new other than my math teacher promised that at our next seat change she'll sit me and strawberry together so yay, anyways I'm gone for 3ish weeks and WATTPAD IS GETTING RID OF MESSAGES IM GONNA CRYY
          
          I also got a Venmo debit card but I need to save but to get a new hoodie is so tempting but a new phone is so much more worth it. 
          I also have 2 field trips in June, and field day in June so yay, baseball is going good so
          
          Anyways everyone enjoy the rest of your day byee

Excuse me but who let the high school jazz band and jazz chorus be so good they literally ate so hard and then there's 7/8 jazz band, we did good but not even as close to how good the high school jazz ensembles did. The 5/6 jazz band was sooo mid like they had 1 saxophone. ONE. My clarinet only squeaked like.. 5 times... But I seriously wanna learn saxophone for Jazz band next year so maybe over the summer and during May and June while my brother recovers from his surgery at the end of this month he can teach me, he plays alto sax which I wanna learn
          
          ANYWAYS enough yapping I'm a D1 yapper, QOTD:
          "Tell him that your friend (me) will chop his d!ck off if he ever tries that again!!!" - my friend to another friend when the 2nd friend's ex (who they're on somewhat good terms with) said "Good girl 
          sorry it was just too easy"

Stolen glances: 19
          
          I'm actually dying oml I may just be overthinking this but like ok ok so basically we had a sub in one of my classes today (who is one of my classmate's mom) that I have with him and she was saying something about how the one kid should wear a pink tutu to school and maybe that would help him add a lil fluff or pizzazz to his project and his friend next to him was like "That would be a W fit" and THEN THE SUB SAYS "W fit W rizz" AND EVERYONE STARTED DYING AND WE JUST STARTED TALKING ABOUT IT AND SHE SAID W RIZZ AGAIN AND I HAD MY HEAD DOWN AND PEAKED THROUGH MY ARMS TO SEE WHAT MY CRUSH'S REACTION WAS (bc like I wanna see what he thinks bc the sub is like his bsf's mom) AND HE WAS LOOKING AT ME AND WE MADE EYE CONTACT AND LIKE WOAHHH (I'm delusional chat)
          
          ALSO HE GOT NEW GLASSES and WOAHH they're clear frames and idkk but its a better look (he's so  no matter what but likee) 
          
          Anywayyss I have a Jazz band concert tonight I'm nervous bc we sounded like shit at our last rehearsal so I'll tell yall how that goes (QOTD will be later after the concert) so bye for now 
          
          Lil insight, I like doing these like daily updates bc even tho I don't really know most of y'all I just feel like letting y'all know whats going on in my life even though its the least of it

Stolen glances: 7
          
          I HAD MY BANQUET TODAY FOR CHEER I LOVED IT I GOT TO SEE MY CHEER BESTIES THAT ARE OLDERTHAN ME THAT I NEVER GET TO SEE, I GOT THE SWEETTARTS AWARD, "SOMEONE WHOS ALWAYS SWEET AND MOST CARING WHO IS ALWAYS THINKING OF OTERS" AND COACHES AWARD, BASICALLY COACH'S CHOICE FOR WHO SHOULD GET AN AWARD
          
          I love my coach she deserves the world, she was so much fun and even though she was pregnant all season , she was someone we could all go to for advice or to just talk to and she always was so nice, cant wait for next season <3
          
          QOTD:
          "AILEEN STOP TICKLING MY TOES" -Brayden (he was just shouting the most random stuff, i was tryna talk to my ither friend )