L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

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can my cramps stop? wp keeps glitching and setting my pronouns to he/him and in bio it's they/them, THERE IS NO SHE/HER WHY DO I STILL FUCKING HAVE A UTURS

L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

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A few weeks or so back i convinced myself to start journaling, and just like- just set up smth, and see how it goes, and i forgot abt it for a while, but about 2 days ago i remembered and for the past 3 days or so i’ve been journaling tandom things in it, and im really proud of myself, becuase i ACTUALLY gave myself a choice to be silly and fuck things up and draw and write down my feelings and not be scared someone will read it, and if they do without my permission that’s THEIR fucking fault, because they shouldn’t have fuckin been snooping, and when they realized it’s my personal journal they should put it the fuck down.

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sometimes you just need to take off your headphones and listen to the birds and the crickets, the crunch if gravel under your shoe, the laughter of the kids you passed earlier who were playing some dumb game and almost chased a ball into the road, the ones who staired at your hair the first time you passed and waited for you to continue playing to not accidentally hit you, the neighbors next to your house with their family over all hanging out on the porch and the kids are playing in the lawn, the moments that stop and make you want to live, and cry and be happy and have a life.

L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

@INJAIL_M0TH3R yeahhh, but like- i was taking a walk alone and my phone died cutting off my music and this was the experience i got out of it :3
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hwan_jiniee

Friends, please don’t stay indifferent.
          
          We are reaching out to everyone who cares about Kitty. If you still love her, if you don’t have a single doubt about her sincerity please help her understand this situation.
          
          This is about a person with whom she shared a lot of time, communication, and trust. His username is @/L0v3l7STAY. At some point, he started acting distant and strange, as if he was hurt, but he never explained why and refuses to make contact.
          
          Kitty is deeply worried and truly wants to understand what happened. If she really caused any pain, she wants to apologize and make things right. This person means a lot to her, and she doesn’t want to lose this connection without knowing the truth.
          
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          DO YOU HATE KITTY?  
          What happened to you?
          
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Mallow_vera

@Dr34my_D1s4st3r_ same lol. thought i was the only one.
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L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

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@hwan_jiniee got noooo fucking idea who that is. sorry babes.
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L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

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my mom: shouting and loudly clapping in my face (as well as their friends/my "aunt" yelling in the back as they r on a discord call" 
          me: yells bc overstimulated and like- bitch your yelling at me imma yell at you back?? also i just polightly asked a question??
          my mom & aunt: Why are you yelling at us? your not allowed to talkj to me like that
          me: explaining AGAIN, what i needed and the fact i WAS doing what they were yelling at me in the first place, i was just taking my meds and saw this thing that needed done, AND the fact aunt DIDNT FUCKING NEED TO GET INTO THE CONVERSATION SEEING AS I WASENT FUCKING TALKING TO THEM

L0st_1n_L4v3nd3r

RAHHHH SHOULD I HOST ANOTHER BIRTHDAY PART HEREE???

Ev1lEy3

@Dr34my_D1s4st3r_ yeah :D (idk if I was here for the first ><]
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