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Totally not sleeping at 1... :2
          Gn guys

I dont even know why im venting i'm fine 
          Im so sensitive lol :)

I feel weird
          This feels so familiar , i just dont want to name it 
          I have so many friends 
          I have friends that talk to me 
          I have friends who hangout with me after school
          
          So why does it feel like im starting calls and texts between friends 
          So why does it feel like im sitting back at the table , drawing my heart out on a green mat that will be called sin? 
          
          Why does it feel like im empty , and that no one will really be your true friend? 
          Everyone has a duo
          Everyone has a close friend that they can go to 
          Why does it feel like i have nothing 
          It feels selfish i think of this
          
          It makes me sick
          It makes me feel ungrateful
          
          I feel so forceful
          Im starting every conversation at this point 
          Im planning hangouts 
          Im coming up to the people now 
          
          Why does it feel like im back in year 6 ?
          Sitting at that table , drawing , getting it called "graffiti" , a bad habit? 
          Why cant it be talent?
          
          I dont think anyone liked me 
          
          They push away
          
          They had other partners 
          
          They had other friends 
          
          It feels so weird 
          
          They looked uncomfortable
          
          Its my fault.
          
          And i dont really know how i feel...

Im fucking terrified of sleeping somewhere else im gonna lock myself in the room if i have to go

Please dont make me go to camp i cant even survive a few hours somewhere else...

boo :3

WE LOVE IVAN MPREG OBBY 

FINAL Episode will be the death of me :(

I've watched 6 episodes of Alien Stage 
          Angst is Angst
          Yaoi is Yaoing 
          YURI IS YURING
          BUT HOLY LOVE TRIANGLE (sobs in joy)

Ivan Mpreg obby on Roblox made me watch Alien Stage