L3M0N_a_Hamiltonfan

help I went bowling today and our names on the leaderboard were so weird </3 we had testie can (she wanted to do teistical cancer but her mom wouldn't let her), dabeazt (it was from the show we were all in cuz it was a theater hangout giggle), hunters wife 2 (another show thing), lice cancer (ME OMG ME THATS ME it was from the show I swear), the only normal one was Brian and that's not even her name T-T
          ALSO I THOUGHT FINE SHYT WAS GOONA BE THERE BUT HE WASN'T DAMNITTTTTTT

there’s like 7 viruses found on my MOMS COMPUTER THAT I SIGNED INTO…
          holy im fucking cooked but i’m hoping it’s just on my acc? i don’t have the money to pay for something to protect it soooo
          i might not be on very often if something happens?

these cramps will be the death of me holy fucking shit i hate having a uterus

i had a dream that it was the last day of school and my ex and i *ALMOST* kissed grrrr
          we were in the same car for like carpool and we were holding handz but when i let go he brought his hand to my face and leaned in ahahskdjsj and i leaned in slightly but then i woke up </3 i think hopefully im getting over him ?lala cuz like i had this L x A(our initials)bracelet and i took it off a few dayz ago and haven’t worn it sinceee

it deadass took me like 15 minutes to figure out how to change my username </3
          was: Leo_the_hamiltonfan
          now:L3M0N_a_Hamiltonfan (it said l3m0n_thehamiltonfan was already taken)

Hey theree! I know we don't know eachother much, but I wanted to tell you something. I wrote something and it was inspired from you, in a way! When I looked at your username for the first time, it reminded me of 'Hamilton' & I did find you from the comment section of a 'TTS' fic. So, I blended them a made an AU! The credit goes to you!
          
          I hope I don't appear weird or anything, I just wanted to share this since the reason I thought of the AU is you...

my dads yelling and calling us 'fucking slobs' plz help Im scared of him sometimes

imagine reading Tumblr tadc fanfics at 12 AM I...I could...heh...I could never....

i think im going insane. our last performance was today, and we had a cast party. that party was a fucking fever dream. my fine shyt was doing everyone’s hair and taking photos of it. he made mine look like an emo kid. the two boys we ship, one of they was like “i’d date him” and THE FUCKING TEACHER PERSON even said that they acted like a married couple. they kept sneaking off together and i’m 80% sure they were making out. my friend kept trying to get me to confess to fine shyt. while we were all walking out i was like “bye, i like you” but i don’t think he heard….and speaking of the zesty boys i think they were slow dancing, my dream came true squeeee. the last song we listened to was piano man by billy joel and everyone was dancing around. im listening to it on loop rn and writing fanfic about the zesty boys/reading a book about a gay jewish man elected for president.

my mom saw my recent scars T-T…
          also guys help i don’t think people know what pronouns i use in this theatre camp im doing…i look/sound kinda feminine which i FUCKING HATE RAGH, and the narrator and teacher were both a bit confused uhm…
          like the teacher was like “well she-they- *my characters name*” and the narrator person was uh…narrating and said something about “then sh-he-they-*characters name* went to-“
          i might just have to tell them chat 
          idk if any of this made sense, i can’t explain stuff </3