LB_Clockwork

Look who I found in the depths of this site.

No one probably still cares if I make an announcement, but I been wondering if anyone would like to see a Murder Drones Fanfic I have been writing. I been working on it in private and I don't know if I should post it or not. Maybe I'll wait until after the next episode (since it is releasing this Friday).

It's so weird to reread my old stories, some were good and others... were special. I got a love of writing again but now that I'm a better writing I'm just cringing at how I used to format things- If you see a drastic change in chapter formats, yeah it's because I improved. I'm hoping on updating DCWWH sequel, the Ryan x Cookie joke, the superhero sanscest, and maybe something else. Idk, I'm working on my own fanfics relating to murder drones so if you wanna see something like that-

I forgot how amazing I am at writing

Hey everyone new update I'm sorry I haven't been keeping my word life been kicking me down for awhile and going back to school out of quarantine been taking up most of my time. I have many ideas I want to write but I just haven't been doing great. I'm just going through growing up and it's just overwhelming. I'm just scared and tired, I wrote the Dark Castles 5 years ago as a cringy child and it's still getting attention which is somewhat motivation but I'm just out of it. I wrote many unpublished chapters for other stories such as the Ryguyrocky Ryan X Cookie, the Crossmare stories all have unpublished chapters because I lost motivation. I love writing, so I'll do my best to continue. It's something that calms me and makes me feel better.

Me: You are an abomination
          DCWWH: *14.1K views and 408 Votes*
          Me: A very successful abomination

Dear followers who like Crossmare,
          
          I apologize for the lack of content for the Sanscest stories for I have lost interest in the fandom. I will try my best to update them but just know I am not putting my full heart into them and I am sorry. I will be focusing on my Ryguyrocky stories because I grew up in that fandom and I'm still obsessed with it, fans of the Unnatural book I'm sad to say I'm cancelling it but the characters will live on in the Ryguyrocky world as many of the characters there like Les, William, Draco, Clara, etc. were all OCs of mine from the Ryguyrocky series so if you are interested in that then check up future Ryguyrocky stories because that is something I'm still passionate about. I apologize to all my followers and will try to finish the stories quickly and make everyone happy, see you all in the next update! BYE-BYE!

I'm going to try to work again, I have been struggling with my social anxiety and writer's block for too long that I am going to make a change! I am going to try to update the books I left for months, my self-confidence is high, I will do it! If anyone else is struggling with social anxiety and writer's block and you feel like everything you love is just falling apart just know that it will all be better once you accept you need help and you are willing to let people help you, you are not alone. There people out there willing to help you! No matter how low things can be there will be a moment in your life that makes you realize "It is time to make a change" it may not be today, it may not be tomorrow but one day you'll wake up and you will want to be better! I lost my love of writing and drawing because I let my anxiety control me I used to have so many friends that I avoided because of my anxiety but today is the day I make a change! I cringe at my old work but that means I changed and I can change from being a NEET back to being my extroverted youthful self but with the knowledge I now have. I make mistakes, I have my regrets but that won't make me live in sorrow it is going to motivate me to be better! Anyone can be better if you just try to be better! If you said you tried and you failed, then you didn't try at all. To be better, you first need to believe you can be better. And you can! I will go to the character limit just to motivate those who are reading this and show them that you can be better, but what's the point of being better? Being better is to be sure you are enough for those you love and you can be there like they been there for you, and especially that you can be enough for yourself. You are a priority because if you can't save yourself then you can't save others. Life sucks now, but it will be better if you do something! I can ramble all I like speaking from my heart not carrying about if my message is heard because I let my voice out. I am brave.

Yo typing this at 12:21 at night, if anyone likes Table-Top Roleplaying Games like D&D, or like Roleplaying in general and Percy Jackson and different Mythologies I been thinking of starting a TTRPG campaign where y'all go to a camp for Demigods of different mythologies (Like Origins of Olympus) on discord soooo just message me your discord in wattpad if ya want to join

what book should I update more?