¡LUN3LL@!

i don’t like how my dad just yells at me for no reason

why am i so stupid? Like i’m desperate for friends, and end up finding toxic people that are only around me when i’m fun and not for me :(

people say she’s bad but they don’t see
          the way she is with ME <3
          P:painful way she makes feel somedays
          U: Utopia and the other times with her
          N: New wave dreams she had back in her teens
          K: Kid in her 
          My P U N K girl!

do you picture me like i picture youuuuuuuuuuuu?

i’m going to cry

my mom never judged me about my grades or interest like the rest of my family 

i miss my mummy of dearest mine :(

i lowkey wanna disappear 

-trashy rant about my boring school life-
          sometimes i genuinely wanna kms because all of the pressure from school lately. Because i’m a talkative smart person but i get burned out quickly.  Because last quarter i actually liked math but now i’m sick of it. It just became hard with of the number and calculations. It’s pressure for me because my dad always expect more for me in math and science because you got a high degree in both. But like 1 i HATE science. I don’t like the teacher, subject, and everything about it. Thr only thing i like about it is food chains cause those are easier for me. But back to math. I just been getting stressed out lately because the teacher expect so much from me because i’m a “smart kid”. I’m not even that smart as they think i am because like i’m still struggling i’m at multiplication and reading the question right. Then let’s not get started on the amount of projects i have to do. Tell me why we have a writing project. If had to be on theme, 3 pages or 1500 words due by friday. Then wensday, my art teacher gives us another project and we have to write at least page size and make a poster. DUE BY FRIDAY.  By thursday i have my writing thing done and i got so lazy with art. It’s just i hate all the projects he gave us lately cause it’s messing up my school schedule. I just been burned out. Like i like to yap that mouth not do work. But now i have a C in math and my step mom is making me feel like a failure.
          P.S. Send help and sucide hotlines

i already shit my pants can i shit urs now?