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Making bad decisions again. Did I just have sex in the back of a movie theater. A full movie theater? Maybe. Did he use a condom? Nope. Pull and prey. Now I guess we just pray.
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Second date In three days
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Y’all I seriously think I might have the best boyfriend ever
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The realization that you literally have everything you should want so there’s no reason you should even be sad<<
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@LEGALLY_INSANE05 I'm no professional, but that sounds kinda like burnout to me. I get burned out a lot, and when I'm burned out every small inconvenience either upsets or angers/annoys me. Idk when you go back to school from winter break, but take a couple days off any social medias, unless it's absolutely urgent then put your to-do list aside, try to limit how much you talk to people, and just spend those couple days relaxing and trying not to worry. Taking a break from everything helps much more than it sounds like it would, especially with burnout. I really hope you feel better, and honestly if you need anything I can drive and have my own car now I'll drive over there to be of any help I can, just send me a text♡♡
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@allriledup- I’m just at the point where the most minor inconvenience makes me cry. My boyfriend had to go spend time with his family and not me I cried. He hung up the phone to use the bathroom I cried. They ran out of applesauce in the cafeteria I cried. I started my period I cried. My dad looked at me weird and I cried. Like I have nothing to be upset about but I’m just like not happy.
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In other news my cheer team won state which is cool. I fell out of a tumbling pass and my coach was pissed but idc cause we still won. (If you wanna see the failed tumbling pass I posted it on my TikTok @mariah_kai_05 or you can just message me it’s kinda funny
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I feel like I’m never on here anymore honestly I get on here once a month at best and just to check my notifications
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@LEGALLY_INSANE05 That's fair though I rarely respond to people, but there's a couple books I read so I'm on every night to check for updates on them
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Cute things my boyfriend has said today ❤️
-I’m only doing it because I love you
-I legit love you
-no one will hurt you
-guys are supposed to spoil their gf and you are never paying for your own gas
-you aren’t gonna lose me
-I’m not gonna die
-I don’t need the world I just need you
-I want you now. And head scratches
-I’ll tackle you and throw you in the snow
-I’ll keep you warm
-I get to tickle you now
-go to sleep
-your more important
-your voice is cute
-if your dad has a problem with it he can talk to me
-I’ll protect you
-if someone touches you they won’t live to see another day
-if I could I would hug you all day
-I just want you
-can I call you mine
-I need you
-your amazing
-we’re gonna cuddle and watch movies
-I will spoil you with anything you want you’ll never pay for food or anything
-your so adorable
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OH! So fun fact I can drive myself alone now and have since September I literally just forgot to tell you. Also dyed and cut my hair again
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@LEGALLY_INSANE05 It's like a purple-red color, and I got curtain bangs. Literally obsessed with how it looks tbh. Just text me if you want a picture!
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Some people would be disturbed if their boyfriend texted them every time they threw up but having a boyfriend with CF I’m just glad he’s sharing the medical stuff with me even though I don’t understand most of it
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@allriledup- this is a good one. I know I say that about all of them but he really is good. And I’m really glad that he shares everything with me I just feel really bad because sometimes I feel like I can’t help him, he’s miserable, like he’s dying a little bit and I’m completely useless there’s nothing I can do for him. And that terrifies me I don’t wanna lose him
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@LEGALLY_INSANE05 At least he trusts you enough to share even the gross medical stuff. Istg though you know I don't trust any of your boyfriends anymore because of how many shitty ones you've had
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Haha bad decisions are always fun