LEVI_ISMY_HUSBAND

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Hi so um kind of a vent pls don't read if you don't want to hear about my problems
          	TW: mentions of SH, su!c!de, @buse, t0x!c family
          	So I have been diagnosed with a lot of shit, I am disabled so that's oh so great :)
          	Some of my most impactful conditions include: epilepsy, reynauds syndrome, autism, adhd, ocd, and I have much more but those are the base ones. Today is obviously July 4th, and fireworks are going off rn. My mom and dad just screamed at me for having headphones in but I had them in because the fireworks are a HUGE sensory thing with me, I can't stand them. Whenever my parents get mad, especially my dad, they literally have a look in their eyes like sangwoos, literally ready to murder me. My parents are emotionally and sometimes physically @bus!ve and they are always manipulating me. I've tried so hard for the past 3 months not to SH, but with the way my parents are it's getting so hard. I can't get the thoughts of su!c!de out of my head and idk what to do. I had a therapist but that wasn't any help whatsoever and at this point I'm surprised I'm not in grippy socks yet. I just had a panic attack and my parents are forcing me to go back outside and I have no clue what to do.

LEVI_ISMY_HUSBAND

this message may be offensive 
Hi so um kind of a vent pls don't read if you don't want to hear about my problems
          TW: mentions of SH, su!c!de, @buse, t0x!c family
          So I have been diagnosed with a lot of shit, I am disabled so that's oh so great :)
          Some of my most impactful conditions include: epilepsy, reynauds syndrome, autism, adhd, ocd, and I have much more but those are the base ones. Today is obviously July 4th, and fireworks are going off rn. My mom and dad just screamed at me for having headphones in but I had them in because the fireworks are a HUGE sensory thing with me, I can't stand them. Whenever my parents get mad, especially my dad, they literally have a look in their eyes like sangwoos, literally ready to murder me. My parents are emotionally and sometimes physically @bus!ve and they are always manipulating me. I've tried so hard for the past 3 months not to SH, but with the way my parents are it's getting so hard. I can't get the thoughts of su!c!de out of my head and idk what to do. I had a therapist but that wasn't any help whatsoever and at this point I'm surprised I'm not in grippy socks yet. I just had a panic attack and my parents are forcing me to go back outside and I have no clue what to do.

LEVI_ISMY_HUSBAND

Hello! I just want to say that I'm sorry for not posting much. I am kind of tired of this account and I will soon be making a new one and taking my stories with me:) I am going to change the name and everything but I will announce what my new account is before I make the final switch. I hope to see you all on my new account! Hope you understand
          And also,
          Have you eaten something today? Had any water? If you didn't sleep well last night, go take a nap! How's your mental health? Hope you're all doing alright! Go fuel your body, it works hard for you every day!  anyways, enough talking.
          Author-chan out

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@White0eclipse I'm doing good Thank you for asking!
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LEVI_ISMY_HUSBAND

@White0eclipse
            I'm okay, thank you for asking! I'm eating enough I think, hydration wise I've never been good at staying hydrated but I'm trying.. I'm kind of wonky still emotionally but thank you for checking up on me! And fave fictional character wise... I'd have to say either killua, kurapika or nishinoya are my favorites I can't decide lol
            Same questions go for you though, how are you doing and all of the other ones? I hope you're alright
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