LN4MP4
I think I broke her.. oops.
LN4MP4
LN4MP4
When she’s the definition of “you’re ruining my tough guy personality.”
LN4MP4
I fear ive become the kind of man who lets her do whatever she wants and get away with it.
Like yeah, it’s a cliche book trope, but it’s just the truth. She could spend all my money, drag me around wherever she wanted, say whatever she wanted about me, and I’d just stand behind her.
And be proud because duh- that’s my girl.
LN4MP4
Can I just kind of vent real quick? Nobody is really required to read this but I need somewhere to put it.
They’ve been on my mind too much recently… my abusers, specifically. I think of the things they did and said and how I never said anything. They all told me I was in the wrong, that I was starting things. I know they’re wrong.. at least, I think they are. It’s my fault for not standing up for myself, so maybe they never KNEW they were wrong. Maybe be going along with it is what let me be taken advantage of on the way that I did. They didn’t know. I didn’t either.
But it’s been haunting me more than ever. I don’t know why… I have no reason to think about it. My girlfriend has never- and hopefully will never- take advantage of me like that. My friends don’t touch my very often and the only ones that do is my best friend.. and they don’t do it s—ually.
Maybe I’m just.. getting older. Reflecting.
Starting to remember.
But it’s scary, it’s messing me up.
I’m more self conscious about my body than ever. I’m hyper aware. Things that should be normal on my body don’t feel normal.
Maybe it’s just eating at me. I don’t know. But I won’t dwell on it.. not now.
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@LN4MP4 saw this on my app and lit moved to website so I could give a proper reply 1. of course you can vent, this is your mssg board and I will always read what you have to say 2. they were DEFINITELY in the wrong. doubting that is what will make you doubt everything, so don't even go down that route. not knowing what you're doing is no reason to take advantage of someone. a real relationship has give-and-take and requires a lot of communication to find a balance, which if they were ever really trying, would have come naturally. 3. you don't really need a reason. there's no "set time" to have these things come up. I can assure you at least, that I will never EVER take advantage of you - and if you ever feel like I'm starting to, please PLEASE tell me immediately so I can fix whatever horrific fuck-up i'm doing 4. I'm sorry you're feeling like that, I wish I could do something to fix it. you know no matter what, I love you and I'm here. You're beautiful, my love, inside and out.
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My tism is working on overdrive right now.
I just got to ride a real steam engine of Thomas and Percy from Thomas The Tank Engine..
I LOVE PERCYY!!
LN4MP4
Opening my profile to these pfps honestly just makes me happy.
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Me when I hit a PR for curl ups..
YESSSS!!
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Me because I fixed my relationship and feel a lot more comfortable in it after taking with her..>>>>>>>
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“after the race, he kept his helmet on for four hours. His father had hit him so many times he was scared to take it off.”
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When one of your favorite instagram editors randomly becomes one of your mutuals??
AAHHH!!