My mind is always my worst enemy. Anxiety and depression it's always not being able to get out of bed, crying all the time or hiding in the corner. You can walk around and everyone thinks you are completely fine! Inside you feel empty, all joy gone, creativity lost. You go to work, you cook, clean, even laugh sometimes but it's still there . In the back of your mind, stealing and corrupting.
But then every once in a while, you see a light and start to walk toward it. That light is hope. It's the thing that reminds you that this is not going to last forever.
Today I saw the light. Today my creativity and joy started to come back. So, I wrote, I laughed , eat some soup, watched the snow fall. Today , I know that this season is almost over. To quote Dori, " Just keep swimming! Just keep swimming!"
Love you - Treat people with kindness - You are not alone.