hello, it's lucasexual. it's been almost 4 years since i made this account and start reading, and writing. damn, it was fun. i made a lot of friends (i love y'all, thank you for being here for me). i achieved one of my dreams - to write. i have written over 30 stories. i have deleted them, publish them again and the same thing over and over. but i'm proud of myself because of that. i learnt how to express my emotions trough words, learnt to read well (i sucked at reading before wattpad, trust me), and obviosly - write. this is the thing i wanted the most. to learn to write.
why am i writing this message now? because it's time for my "goodbye".
yeah, i've said "goodbye" so many times, i haven't been here for months. i even made a second account where i started to write in english and bulgarian, but i don't have motivation anymore for this. i love writing, i love books, but i can't write without motivation, you know.
i don't want to say "goodbye" and then to come back after two months. but i won't. because this time, i'm serious.
this is the last "goodbye" from me.
i thought i can write again, but everything about writing died for me.
i'm so so sorry if i ever disappointed you. i'm sorry if i didn't make the end of one of the stories like you wanted. i'm so so sorry.
thank you all. y'all are amazing, i love all of u. y'all are like a family for me, but i have to leave. it's for good, i guess.
thank you, again, for the amazing four years.
please, keep supporting me, i promise, one day, when my motivation is back i'll suprise you with a book. a real book. i promise.
goodbye.