first year of college was fine but the next two years have literally sucked the love out of me for every little thing I was passionate about. So much for education. Life was so different just 3 years ago I used to write vivaciously, update very regularly, had bursts of new ideas every week. But now it's just nothing. A big zero. what are we running against time for, mortgaging our passion & youth for, a stupid degree? I feel so lost rn. And I'm gonna graduate soon. I haven't written anything in 2 years, I didn't visit my account didn't update everything in my life is just incomplete and a mess. How does one feel if they can't ever be fully good at something? If it's always half decent or just "eh" and not excellent?